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so let me start out by saying that i'm sitting inside my house with the temperature reading at 59 degrees. i'm fucking freezing and the heat must be broken.
i got a new job. i work at banana republic as an assistant visual merchandiser. it's a sweet job and i get to work at sno haus too. i also work with steve's friend. makes for some interesting conversations. i've been suffering a little with the two job thing. the first week i guess is always tough. just very tired and not really eating much.
i'm having some real issues dealing with my image. when is the day going to come where i'm not always hating myself? trying to find ways to get thin, pretty, all of that and more. i can't take a compliment because honestly, i think it's someone's way of making me just feel better or being a nice person. i need to work on that insecurity thing - it damages a lot of things for me.
alright i'm freezing. steve and i are taking robby to see spongebob the movie today. i also gotta open and close a few bank accounts and junk like that.
i got a new job. i work at banana republic as an assistant visual merchandiser. it's a sweet job and i get to work at sno haus too. i also work with steve's friend. makes for some interesting conversations. i've been suffering a little with the two job thing. the first week i guess is always tough. just very tired and not really eating much.
i'm having some real issues dealing with my image. when is the day going to come where i'm not always hating myself? trying to find ways to get thin, pretty, all of that and more. i can't take a compliment because honestly, i think it's someone's way of making me just feel better or being a nice person. i need to work on that insecurity thing - it damages a lot of things for me.
alright i'm freezing. steve and i are taking robby to see spongebob the movie today. i also gotta open and close a few bank accounts and junk like that.