Guess what day it is? Comment-fic day!

[ratherastory]

Once again, it's everyone's favourite day in Supernatural: May 2nd! You know what that means, right? Time to hurt Sam! ;)

You know the drill, right? Allow me to post a refresher:

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[shangrilada]

FILLED: Managing 2/3

It's three cuts under his elbow and two breathless crying lags while Dean's in the shower where he whispers to himself that he can't remember the last time it wasn't this bad before he realizes that he can.

Because as much as the psych ward sucked, as much as playing ring-around-the-rosey with Lucifer left him tasting blood and bile and sent him spiraling back to the cage, there was something there that he hadn't felt since the wall fell. There was something, something like a rope, something he could grip and pull on and climb and it wasn't easy, of course it wasn't fucking easy, but it was there.Sam Winchester is not an idiot

[ratherastory]

I know exactly what you mean.

*cuddles Sam*

[shangrilada]

*watches cuddling with teary eyes and clasped hands, jewish-mother style*

[ratherastory]

IDK what it is about Sam that makes me want to wrap him in a blanket and feed him soup a lot of the time. Dean too, but to a lesser extent. (And possibly Cas.)

[shangrilada]

sometimes I watch season 1 and 2 and remember how much I used to love Dean. sigh.

Adore Cas.

But...Sam.

[ratherastory]

I still love Dean. I just... I wish he'd get a break. Like, maybe a month or so, so he can remember that he loves life and his brother and doesn't need to self-destruct. ;__;

[shangrilada]

That would be very nice.

OR I would accept hugging.

[ratherastory]

Hugging is good. I like hugging.

I'm finishing up an unrelated story, then your installment of Fusion is next up on the list. :D

You know why I feel bad for Dean and still love him? I know exactly how hard it is to love someone who's depressed and self-destructing. And that's what he's doing. He's self-destructing and pushing away everyone who's left, and now there's only Sam who's left to really stand by him. :(

[shangrilada]

omg yaaaaay cannot wait.

I just like...UGH. BOYS. HUG.

I just feel like Dean's character has been stagnant for so long. And I completely get that depression doesn't just disappear, obviously, but...but this is a TV show, and he's been depressed and not doing anything to make himself feel better for six seasons and I'm bored.

[sistabro]

Oh this was great. I especially like Dean calling the drugs tools, because thats what they are, tools.

[shangrilada]

I think so too. Thank you so much.

[ephemerall]

GOODDDDDD I fucking LOVE you!

[shangrilada]

NO U

[minviendha]

Oh god. This is wonderful. Just...wonderful.

People have already mentioned the tools part but also just - the whole thing. The whole damned thing.

Thank you.

[shangrilada]

love you. thank you.

[faunaana]

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