[I am leaving the embarrassing stuff behind a cut]I dated my first boyfriend from almost 17 y/o to almost 33 y/o. He broke up with me 11 days after his birthday. I wish I had better self-esteem because I shouldn't have let it get further after our first summer together. He didn't want his friend group (my former friend group) to know we were dating the first month back at school. At 19, he said we should "take a break" 30-60 seconds after we had sex. Like barely rolled off of me. He had been cheating for some time and was in a relationship with his affair partner for probably a year or longer. He also went out of the country with her for vacation. I couldn't get him to take a weekend off if it wasn't a holiday. If I were a stronger person, it never would've gotten that far but the heterosexuality blinded me. I admit that my low self-esteem was a major factor in letting myself get played.
The amount of gay couples I knew that were incredibly dysfunctional and outright toxic towards each other was insane. Like, god damn! Cheating, abuse (both emotional and physical), doing drugs behind the other person's back, lying about the other to make them seem crazy or villainous just for laughs, etc.
It really is depressing. And I've experienced the absolute craziest of crazy. You're treated like an enemy for giving these gays love and loyalty. It's like they don't understand these concepts at all.
The asexuals really have it made lol. Must be so peaceful.
During the pandemic I was introduced (via text) to someone by my friend. He was nice, funny but had major red flags. He was clearly more interested than I was and asked if I would consider moving to FL and I literally recreated the Tatum Channing email in my response bc FUCK NO I’m not moving to FL for a single soul. Ever.
I wonder what drives people to do these things for strangers lol I'm not asking in a judgemental way I guess, just wanna know how does it feel like to trust others so effortlessly.
It’s never “she’s/he’s perfect, then they just left me idk why”, they usually show their shitty behavior but the other person always ignore the red flags.
Makes me think of all those relationship posts on reddit that start with, "Our relationship is amazing, there's just this one thing" and then they write three paragraphs about how irredeemably terrible their partner is.
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even though it's good for her career
is her career in graphic design?
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Heterosexuality ain't it.
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Gay dating and relationships are basically impossible, everybody is a psychotic cheating abuser.
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Every sexuality ain't it.
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The asexuals really have it made lol. Must be so peaceful.
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He was clearly more interested than I was and asked if I would consider moving to FL and I literally recreated the Tatum Channing email in my response bc FUCK NO I’m not moving to FL for a single soul. Ever.
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