I’ve been telling my friends that the over arching theme of this year has been loss. For me, for my loved ones, for so many I know, and globally. Loss of life, loss of security/safety, loss of some phase of life you didn’t realize you said goodbye to
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I love how you expressed these emotions and I have the same deep feeling of dread over death and loss in the past year. Maybe it's because we have similar ages and it's natural to start questioning some things about life, but I've been losing people that were important to me, even if they are only distancing themselves.
I'm using my old tumblr account to find some comfort and found a beautiful text post about how you can only understand the 1d fenomenon if you were keeping up with them back then. it's what turns our fandom into a community and we'll get through this
I could have written this comment ❤️ look after yourself bb! I have been feeling almost existential lately and trying to take it day y day, idk… life is a lot
it's the third day of grief and it's physically taking a tool on me. I had to warn my boss that I'm mourning (I didn't say for whom because I'd feel ridiculous) because I'm sleeping late since then and I can't turn my mind off. I'm even feeling guilt because, as a fan, I was also part of the industry that consumed him and turned him into a darker version of himself. I know there was nothing I could've done, I'm a nobody, but it still hurts. I also can't stop thinking about his family, his friends (not the enablers), his son, Maya and Kate.
I think one of the reasons we’re all feeling this so deeply too is that we’ve spent YEARS trying to protect those boys in any way we can because we saw the mistreatment and it feels kind of like we failed him and we couldn’t save him and it’s an extremely helpless feeling - ✩ Jules ✩ (@dreamyjules) October 18, 2024
Niall signing his Nialler broke my heart a little.
And I feel for Cheryl at this moment, no matter what her relationship with Liam had become they were once in love and have a child together. She was happy just a couple of days ago doing promo for Girls Aloud and now this. I hope she is on good terms with Liam's family
Bear may grow up realizing his father was an imperfect man but the circumstances of his death and speculation and the photos of the dead body are horrific, and he doesn't deserve that when he grows up. 7 is such a tender age, he can still be shielded a little but not from everything and not for very long
What's gross is that the funeral will be hounded by paps and those pictures will be shared freely and gleefully on social media because people have no shame and think that they are entitled to it
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Girls Aloud’s Cheryl Cole, mother of Liam Payne’s son Bear, pays tribute to the late singer. pic.twitter.com/hglh718dof
- Pop Base (@PopBase) October 18, 2024
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Write it out on a parchment scroll and put it in the Library of Alexandria!
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I'm using my old tumblr account to find some comfort and found a beautiful text post about how you can only understand the 1d fenomenon if you were keeping up with them back then. it's what turns our fandom into a community and we'll get through this
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I think one of the reasons we’re all feeling this so deeply too is that we’ve spent YEARS trying to protect those boys in any way we can because we saw the mistreatment and it feels kind of like we failed him and we couldn’t save him and it’s an extremely helpless feeling
- ✩ Jules ✩ (@dreamyjules) October 18, 2024
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And I feel for Cheryl at this moment, no matter what her relationship with Liam had become they were once in love and have a child together. She was happy just a couple of days ago doing promo for Girls Aloud and now this. I hope she is on good terms with Liam's family
Bear may grow up realizing his father was an imperfect man but the circumstances of his death and speculation and the photos of the dead body are horrific, and he doesn't deserve that when he grows up. 7 is such a tender age, he can still be shielded a little but not from everything and not for very long
What's gross is that the funeral will be hounded by paps and those pictures will be shared freely and gleefully on social media because people have no shame and think that they are entitled to it
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