QUESTION???
Make your daughter get rid of the one thing she loves so you can keep up with your expensive obsession... is that fair??

The year of 2005
Ethan turns the BIG 1
mini baseball boys road trip YUM
hot tub nights
no drinking YAY for andi
lots of Rodeos
Nationals
Delta dying
Grandma moving away
horses moving
barn building
life changing
Ryan hating
Ryan blowing up (that was a wish we can put wishes right??)
New truck THANK GOD
COWBOYS lots and lots of cowboys
John and Justin
Healing ( Read more... )

*JANUARY ( Read more... )

         let me tell you in spanish NO!!!

No matter how much you huff and puff, you may not be able to turn that old romantic spark into a big, roaring fire. So save your breath, and learn to focus on real opportunities right in front of you.

Is this the sign I need? Is this telling me to move on? Lord give me another sign to move on or wait till the time is right

BOYS suck Hard ( Read more... )

Things Accomplished since last Entry

Said GGyeah

Did something Not Andi (will explain later)

Am not so jealous anymore key word NOT

Found a Barn for my horses moving them tonight

Things left to do

run in to Ryan

have an AA night

Meet up with the wonderful Friday night crew

loose weight start diet

work OUT

Things To accomplish within the next few weeks

1. run in to Ryan
2. Find a new barn for my horses
3. take the sat's
4. kiss the one i like
5. doing something not Andi

So I was told we needed to discuss something from the guy I was seeing and immediately my heart sunk and in my nerve ness I said its cause you hate me and have a new girl friend and in his reply I found no hope no security which I had once found before he said "well something like that" not the answer I was hoping to hear so I said oh ok we will ( Read more... )

I say I am over it all the time but I hope I really am cause all I want to do is drop a hammer on my foot and cry over that not him I think that is a better reason then him I hurt so bad! but I dont have the heart to tell him that I know I am just a piece of meat but I like him way too much he even told me not to love him but I did ... I do. I ( Read more... )

Another Lonely Friday Night! when people bail on you!!! And you just dont feel like going out ... such a bummer

• Bye Ryan
• I miss Maddison (but wont say good bye... yet!)
• Bye 4 year college
• Cant pass math
• Good bye Rodeo season