Woke up this morning and it seemed to me,

that every night turns out to be

A little more like Bukowski.

And yeah, I know he's a pretty good read.

But God who'd wanna be?

God who'd wanna be such an asshole?

Do you really think you’re so god damn invincible?

I’m not sure if its just ignorance or immaturity.

The stress of being 19... almost 20 is killing me.
(and my relationship)

I'm really having a hard time.
I made some dumb choices in the past and I'm still paying for it.
Looking back I don't know how I could be so dumb.

I want to be making more money.

Work is going okay. I have done well, and there is really no other position that I could be promoted too ( Read more... )

I really don't feel close to anyone but Sam anymore. And even with Sam its not always easy. She is always so stressed. I hope things settle down for you.

I love you.

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-8260059923762628848&q=loose+change&pl=true

Yes... It's ANOTHER 9-11 video. But wow, its worth watching.

Holly shit!

I can't get enough of the new Saves the Day CD.

Wow.

               Have fun. REMEMBER you are in

Another country - so stay smart.

Call & let us know you guys are

Okay.

Love,

Mom

Quickly throwing the letter away I thought out loud “This is going to be a great ( Read more... )

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Shocked,
Richie is the first from my graduating class to die. It's shocking. It's a bitter-cold reminder of how fragile life really is.
I hope this is a wake up call for people.
Richie was well-liked by many and the news of his death is sure to move everyone
that has ever came into contact with him.
So instead of letting this go as just another ( Read more... )

Fade in, start the scene ( Read more... )