And now you're back in the neighborhood--

[ohkenzie]

Bleh.

Last night was full of good things, like Bobby being sneaky about relationship requesting me on Facebook. "Mackenzie, I need you to do me a favor," he said. "I need you to go on Facebook and vote for this thing I'm involved in." I got very giddy when I saw the little heart, and I felt myself getting red in the cheeks, even though no one was

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[lalamonstah]

Oh good, because I wanted to hear the story about you and Bobby being official. Cute :)
I never really considered my stance on the threesome thing, but it does seem quite risky/like it could ruin a relationship. Your issue with it is quite understandable.
Are you and your mom doing a bit better on that, though, or is there still tension?

[ohkenzie]

I think there will always be tension. I have forgiven her as much as I can, but I lost a lot of respect for her as a person, and as my mother, when all that happened. It just goes against everything she ever taught me.

But yes, Bobby was very cute about the whole relationship thing. I get butterflies thinking about it, lol.

[lalamonstah]

Butterflies are good! Now make him come over here so that I can meet him.

That is such a hard concept, I think. Just that these relationships exist and can be damaged so much like that. I don't know if I'm making any sense, but you know how you grow up to expect that there will always be an undefinable thing that makes it so those things don't change? And then that it can. I'm really sorry about all that.

[ohkenzie]

Yes, I know exactly what you mean. It really is too bad, that you're set up with standards about relationships (of any kind), and then there are so many variables, controllable and uncontrollable, that can completely alter the at you think and feel about them. I know now that I want to hold on to my relationships with people that are VERY dear to me so much that it's probably just like choking them; but I cannot help it, I am just afraid of losing it.

[ohkenzie]

Oh good! And I adore you, too! <3