And now you're back in the neighborhood--
Bleh.
Last night was full of good things, like Bobby being sneaky about relationship requesting me on Facebook. "Mackenzie, I need you to do me a favor," he said. "I need you to go on Facebook and vote for this thing I'm involved in." I got very giddy when I saw the little heart, and I felt myself getting red in the cheeks, even though no one was watching. I could hardly contain my glee, but I wanted to be smooth. So when we were in vent, all I said was, "You're very sneaky!" and I was happy for most of the night.
There is the guy that Bobby plays LoL with though, his name is Rinaldi. He started talking about some pretty heavy sexual stuff, for girls, maybe not for guys. It all started with him asking Bobby to "rate" this girl that he allegedly hooked up with, but I'm not very sure I believe it. Anyway, Bobby said whatever about this pretty plain looking girl who had a nice body, typical twig with big boobs. Then eventually he started talking about threesomes, and it just got awkward and uncomfortable for me. I mean, I handle the topic of sex and related things pretty well. They don't affect me, really. I think it was more of his attitude and the way he was objectifying women and taunting Bobby with other possibilities, especially with the threesome thing? Which is something I will never do. I don't believe in it. I've heard all the stories about how they ruin relationships. I am adventurous in some ways, but not like that. Sex is kind of a holy thing for me, and I do not like sharing. Anyway, I just felt bad after a while so I left vent and continued looking at literary tattoos and then eventually asked Bobby to call me. Even though he was tired he made me feel a little better, and then we both went to sleep. I kind of cried a little bit, though. I realized all my insecurities about relationships comes from my parents, my mother in particular. I mean, my mom and dad's marriage didn't work out, and I know what kind of issues went on there. Then some years later, my mother had an affair on my step-father,and that just completely had a negative effect on me. Eventually though, I just fell asleep.
Today when I woke up I had monster cramps, I mean they were really bad, as they have been for a few days. Everytime I got up with my alarm clock I just wanted to fall down into the fetal position on the floor, so I skipped 0 and first period this morning. I woke up at 9:18am from a nightmare, and just decided to get up. I felt a little bit better at that point, so I got in the shower and stayed in comfortable clothes until I had to go to school at 12:20pm.
Science was very uneventful. Some kids presented their dinosaur projects that were technically due last week, and then we went over the homework, which I didn't do because I hadn't noticed that he put it up on the board yesterday and so I felt pretty crappy about that. Then we worked on this worksheet, and I got done with that fairly quickly, so I just started taking notes on the homework for tomorrow, which I am almost done with. All I have to do is answer questions.
We didn't do anything during fourth period, either. Just more research for our papers, and so I went to the library. I found a website, and then I got bored and started reading stuff about LoL, particularly the champion I want to get good at.
I cashed my check from working Monday at Regional.
My real dad deposited $50 into my checking account, so now I have a substantial amount and that makes me feel a lot better. It definitely means I'll have money for insurance by the 10th of next month.
I'm supposed to babysit for the other people I sometimes babysit for on Saturday, so that's probably like another $20 or $30, which will be nice. Erin wants me to go to that rave thing with her later that night, but I really don't think I'm feeling up to it. I do not want to get crazy this weekend.
I think for the rest of the night I am just going to finish up my homework, which I have little of because I did my Hamlet reading for tomorrow already (!!!), so I am happy/proud about that; and play some LoL games, and read, and sleep.
Last night was full of good things, like Bobby being sneaky about relationship requesting me on Facebook. "Mackenzie, I need you to do me a favor," he said. "I need you to go on Facebook and vote for this thing I'm involved in." I got very giddy when I saw the little heart, and I felt myself getting red in the cheeks, even though no one was watching. I could hardly contain my glee, but I wanted to be smooth. So when we were in vent, all I said was, "You're very sneaky!" and I was happy for most of the night.
There is the guy that Bobby plays LoL with though, his name is Rinaldi. He started talking about some pretty heavy sexual stuff, for girls, maybe not for guys. It all started with him asking Bobby to "rate" this girl that he allegedly hooked up with, but I'm not very sure I believe it. Anyway, Bobby said whatever about this pretty plain looking girl who had a nice body, typical twig with big boobs. Then eventually he started talking about threesomes, and it just got awkward and uncomfortable for me. I mean, I handle the topic of sex and related things pretty well. They don't affect me, really. I think it was more of his attitude and the way he was objectifying women and taunting Bobby with other possibilities, especially with the threesome thing? Which is something I will never do. I don't believe in it. I've heard all the stories about how they ruin relationships. I am adventurous in some ways, but not like that. Sex is kind of a holy thing for me, and I do not like sharing. Anyway, I just felt bad after a while so I left vent and continued looking at literary tattoos and then eventually asked Bobby to call me. Even though he was tired he made me feel a little better, and then we both went to sleep. I kind of cried a little bit, though. I realized all my insecurities about relationships comes from my parents, my mother in particular. I mean, my mom and dad's marriage didn't work out, and I know what kind of issues went on there. Then some years later, my mother had an affair on my step-father,and that just completely had a negative effect on me. Eventually though, I just fell asleep.
Today when I woke up I had monster cramps, I mean they were really bad, as they have been for a few days. Everytime I got up with my alarm clock I just wanted to fall down into the fetal position on the floor, so I skipped 0 and first period this morning. I woke up at 9:18am from a nightmare, and just decided to get up. I felt a little bit better at that point, so I got in the shower and stayed in comfortable clothes until I had to go to school at 12:20pm.
Science was very uneventful. Some kids presented their dinosaur projects that were technically due last week, and then we went over the homework, which I didn't do because I hadn't noticed that he put it up on the board yesterday and so I felt pretty crappy about that. Then we worked on this worksheet, and I got done with that fairly quickly, so I just started taking notes on the homework for tomorrow, which I am almost done with. All I have to do is answer questions.
We didn't do anything during fourth period, either. Just more research for our papers, and so I went to the library. I found a website, and then I got bored and started reading stuff about LoL, particularly the champion I want to get good at.
I cashed my check from working Monday at Regional.
My real dad deposited $50 into my checking account, so now I have a substantial amount and that makes me feel a lot better. It definitely means I'll have money for insurance by the 10th of next month.
I'm supposed to babysit for the other people I sometimes babysit for on Saturday, so that's probably like another $20 or $30, which will be nice. Erin wants me to go to that rave thing with her later that night, but I really don't think I'm feeling up to it. I do not want to get crazy this weekend.
I think for the rest of the night I am just going to finish up my homework, which I have little of because I did my Hamlet reading for tomorrow already (!!!), so I am happy/proud about that; and play some LoL games, and read, and sleep.