once again, me growing balls has fixed things.
maybe i should make a habit of this...

god damn, i still cant beleive i had the balls to do that.
glad i did though.

its about time i became less of a pussy.

it rules that i keep trying.
it rules that it keeps not working.
and it rules that its not even for what most would think i would be trying for.
shes one of my best friends.

i want it back.

nothings getting better.
i keep trying and i cant get it right.
yeah, suprise right?

seriously, fuck 67% of my life right now.
how much can i fuck up?

well, put me in a dress and call me a little girl.
because everyone hates me.

what the fuck?

oh, hey slump. didnt hear ya come in.
havent seen ya in a few months.

schools alright.

refer to entry: 2006-06-25.
but magnify it by like ten.
and add the fact that she knows now.

...its probably not a real good idea to post this where she can read it, but fuck it.
the feelings are there, why not let her know about them?
what have i got to lose?

ps: gorilla biscuits fucking ruled. 'nuff said.