it feels so good to have finally broke away from what was holding me back from moving on. jeff and i are no longer and i believe its for the better, for both of us. it feels really great to be able to hang out with old friends again, ive missed them so much! i got another job at carribean jacks yesterday, i start tuesday, pretty excite about it. im ( Read more... )

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 im moving back with my parents, i miss it them so much, im just not ready to live on my own yet. i want a new tatty. i need a job. take me to the carnival.

i feel trapped, i thought i had all i need . i want to break away so bad but i can't. im ready to go back home. i havent felt normal in a while, im not content with myself . i dont know what to do. i miss so much

wee hoo 

sup!!

Jeff and Cj got back from the keys yesterday afternoon, finally! ! We set up our room even more, the house is starting to come together, all we need to do really now is lugg my bs from my house. i wanna go on cjs boat like now man. were planning a trip to the keys in april next year, him and cj loved it there. i havent been since i was about 14 or ( Read more... )

I was just on the radio requesting 'wish you were here' haha. Jeffy me danny and cj moved into our three bedroom apartment  it's really clean and nice. 2 pools, fitness center, river, boat, patio, etc etc. It's fun coming home to all those boys. This morning i woke up to the stench of cat piss...Cleveland peed in mine and jeffs room due to him ( Read more... )

sometimes i worry for no reason, and always hate myself for it afterwards.


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oh yeahhh