only thing to do is jump over the moon

[oheverything]

i am so nervous about school. i cant imagine my self having a job. and i cant decide what kind of job i would like to have. i cant pick a major. anything i am interested i am not good at. i feel so lost and ignorant. i could always make decisions before. i always knew what i wanted. i dont know what happened to me. everything is wishy washy. there

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[longsighsadeyes]

i feel so similarly.
and everyone thinks im crazy about my self sustaining farm life goal.

[lostinmyyouth]

college seems so overrated sometimes. i constantly think about what's really "important" in life. i think thats whats the problem today. everyone thinks a high paying job is the most important part of life. but i worry more about not spending enough time with my friends and spending quality time with the ones in love than my reading assignments.

ugh, it seems like it's all about making sacrifices and not doing what you want to do alot of the time.

[oheverything]

i think the hardest part for me is deciding if i should drop out now and be $20k in debt, or finish school and at least have a degree and be in $40k in debt. i dont want a job. i want to run around and have fun and be with my friends at all points in time. i think the hardest thing for me is trying to find a job that i can actually put up with. fuck the man!