*grin* (hand wiggling)

I just spent my last two dollars on vegetable oil. Over-priced vegetable oil.
awesome.

Attention Internet Users:
It has been decreed that if you have children, you are:
a. Not allowed to use emoticons, or any sort of "LOL" bullshit
b. Not allowed to have a Xanga or LiveJournal to abuse with pictures of the children.

Transmission End.

(Seriously, get your little snot-bags out of my face)

Oh man, I am officially a hipster with a capital H, I'm on the damned Bang!'s website lookin' all cool.

Beeeyow Beeeyow pkkt pkkt-pkkt, mee-oou...SLAM! SLAM! SLAM!

(that's how I feel right now.)
I managed to actually haul my ass to the grocery store for the first time in several weeks. Phase One of Becoming a Person: Completed successfully.
Phase Two is figuring out what Phase Two should be.
Roger 10-4

He says that this will stay with me until I die.

Will this stay with me until I die?

(Suck Daddy!)

Stalker Internet user=me.
Fuck shit cunt balls I love him so much and I need to talk to him sober in order to remember the coversation.
On the upside, apparently I am a totally undesireable loser, and no one wants to kiss me.
Wait, what?

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My heart is rattling in my ribcage, and due to new developements, am going to get sick fucking-drunk tonight. Hopefully I can get into a fight so I don't hurt someone I care about.

I've been thinking about him for over a year and a half, and so has he! That means there is something there, doesn't it? I don't want this to be superficial or trivial. I want it to leave a mark, my hopes being a permenant mark.
Oh God I just don't know what to do...I need to make him feel better.