does anyone use this anymore haha ?

i've never been this tired in my life
butttt everything going so good

i have no down time
&i LOVEEE the people i'm getting closer to

&for the first time, i'm not bitter about being alone on valentines because i know that everything will work out

i think i'm jealous .

i didn't try to , but somehow i ended up sorting out who my real friends are

those are the ones that actually call
& want to hang out with you

2 gone
&2 more that i love a lot
: ]

i'm so close to getting my life back
&the worst part is ,
that i have nothing to come back to .

ssj fair this weekend
&all it reminds me of
is 2 years ago
on one of the best days of my life

: /
i miss being a kid .

so a little update ( Read more... )

i don't enjoy just "hangingout" with people anymore

i don't know ,
i feel like i should be doing something better with my time
like making a difference
spreading the good news
but instead i sit &walk around doing nothing
for no reason

i really dont know how or why i want to do this
but i need to start being more responsible

i found my closure
and life couldn't get better

: ]
the things that happened made me stronger and made me appreciate the people i have in my life

i'm starting to think that something's wrong with me
i lost justin
i lost dane
i lost mike
and now i lost whitney
he was my bestfriend and the person that i cared about most
and now he doesn't want anything to do with me

i always mess everything up : /