I remember. Now. 200 days remaining now.

For everything.

To become a machine.

To stop being a machine.

When you wake up in a different place at a different time, to what extent are you a different person?

I really like the creepy new music video Rammstein came out with. I could draw some metaphor to grad school life here.

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Goes well with the rock opera death of Fingolfin in the Silmarillion:

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I fell this to be true in musical, narrative, and metaphorical terms - Fingolfin was the kin of Feanor, who had died in his charge to meet Morgoth. It is a ( Read more... )

Lana del rey "Born to Die"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bag1gUxuU0g

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dvzHVgddBDs

Life: 90/100
Psych: 90/100
Energy: 10/100
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"Then... Everything ends, and everything begins!"

This evening, I was walking out of my office, and I had the overwhelming sense that everything was so foreign to me about my life. My history, my memories, what I was doing at the time, even my body. I felt very disconnected.

I wonder if this happens to everyone.

http://www.npr.org/blogs/money/2012/01/20/145360447/the-secret-document-that-transformed-china

Also, why I like capitalism at the end of the day.

Je suis fatigue.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=holjvTVW7pY

This is the song they used to play in the ratner pool.