he's really gone this time.

[offychan88]

I wish that this was one of my paranoid freakout I have when my dad loses his phone in the couch and I don't here from him for months. I mean that's what happend last time. The truth is after suffering from a mental illness he's really done himself in. How was I supposed to know that he was decaying away on his kitchen floor. I'm trying so hard not

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[plastiquesoul]

-hugs tight- aww Effy, I'm so very sorry for your loss. I know it may not be my place at all, but if there's anything I can do to help you, just let me know. I wisht I had the means, 'cause I'd have gone to see you right now but I don't sadly.

remember that this isn't your fault in the slightest - you couldn't have known that this was going to happen and I'm sure that, although I don't know the extent of his problems, he would have wanted you to focus on making sure your life moved forward instead of remaining static while worrying over him... and although he's no longer here in body, he is with you in spirit and perhaps now he has peace that eluded him in life.

know that you and your family are in my thoughts <3.