Ahh, I really hope I pass my regents today :(. I don't have any confidence in myself, at all. Which really sucks because my teacher says if you have a negative attitude you do negative, and I think that's so true. My dad is coming with me early because we have to find Mr.Chase before my test so I can give him 3 labs so I don't fail : /. I got my ( Read more... )

Oh man. I deleted myspace, and I feel good. Some people on there were really pissing me off and I couldn't take it anymore. and I really think to have a myspace when you have a boyfriend or girlfriend is stupid. Well, kind of ( Read more... )

another fight with my parents. how lovely. this time it was worse. i dont know what to do anymore. i dont know what to say. i dont even know how to look at them without them flipping out on me. this is starting to make me really depressed. im usually like never depressed. so this is defintaly not normal ( Read more... )

tomorrow my goal is to make my live journal different and pretty how I like it. and too re-do my myspace because I'm sick of the way it looks.

oh yeah. and too hang out with my lovely boyfriend :).

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i need to write everything that happened so i can remember this mother fucker of a day. ndsgklmdfklmhdflhmkdflmhfdk ( Read more... )

I'm sccarrred. But very excited. I'm going to get my hair did soon = O. Proboly blonde. I tried keeping it a secrect but it was too hard haha. I had a good weekend. Friday I did nothing because my mom wouldn't let me. I was supposed to hang out with Robbie but she was being gey. Saturday I hung out with Robbie allll day. It was fun :). Sunday ( Read more... )

im really sick. like i can barely sit up. i feel sad for no reason and i hate the smell of weed. its disgusting.

good-bye.
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i had a good day in school. a really good day. not one of my best, but it was good. i come home from school and im on the computer and hanging out with sabrina before my tutor comes. my mom comes in the living room and starts folding clothes and shes talking to me about last week. last tuesday i got my haircut after school and hung out with ( Read more... )

okay so ive been on this "diet" for 8 days now. its horrible. since im on a diet im like obsessing over food. it's really really bad. i need to stop being so stupid with this diet. anyway, rob asked me out on friday =). im very very happy and he makes me happy and yay. we hung out all day saturday. it was kinda boring because my parents+cousin were ( Read more... )

getting to be on the anorexic side : /.
someone save me.
im sad.
and
i dont know
what to do anymore.
:(

i love him. i hope he loves me back.
<3