thanks so much. you mean a lot. *high five*

okay be its going to.
its okay going to be.
okay its going to be.
its going to be okay.

its okay. i dont really mind her yelling. i honestly dont. i like closing the door and locking myself in my whitewhite room. with doily curtains. ill listen to the eels because they understand how okay its going to be ( Read more... )

it was so great to see them all again. i miss them. so much. i miss their crazy antiKs. because they are so adorable. i love them so much. lets light everything on fire and put it on videotape. and lets skate on your nicely paved streets until we end up in the same place a couple years older. and play counterstrike because emily and i are the best ( Read more... )

you see, we run in and out of the locker rooms. forgetting our stuff somewhere back there. my love and i become freaking dinosaurs in wet white moving water. and we do stupid dares and chase each other into the dirty-broken-gutter waterfalls and the fattest, deepest puddles. that was cool: crashing into a physics room and making the windows shake. ( Read more... )

i understand that i am going to have to get myself dirty. stand knee-deep in mud. i get it. i get that i am meant to hold your hand no matter what. and i am going to kiss away all your tears like they do in those songs. today, i figured out how the clocks work. you explained the balance to me, and i finally want to go halfway ( Read more... )

you see, im telling myself its ok to trip. its ok for me to want to make everything perfect for a day. and not care to mess it all up the next.
you see, im learning to smile because i had a dream last nite. that we were lying on the carpet and it was raining again. today, ill get through this greyskymorning. right now things like rapture and ( Read more... )

aiyah. this school thing is kind of difficult to get the hang of. *rolls...eyes* lil tired. lil slow. hahha. rafael is so funny. he put water in his hair during chem. slinkjam cracks up. stealing stuff. hahha.

im so fvcked up.

i got hc pictures. i look gross. but nick looks good, as usual. mwahahha.

oOo. i kind of like pepe. he's cool. the coolest most kickingest king prawn crab everi like emily too. so much fun. omgoodness ( Read more... )

there's nothing like seeing a boy you dont know roll in dirt, because you didnt want to run.

and to feel like its time for you to puke again while you hold hands with the girl of your dreams.

its nice to say hi to an italiano who roams the school and has a graffitti backpack and everyone asks who is he. he's my friend, thank you very much. and he ( Read more... )

oh man. oh man. oh man. im so lucky. its kind of sick how incomplete im feeling. but im so lucky. go figure.