The Viscous Cycle

[odie420]

It's starting again. That feeling that I can't shake. That "I don't care, or want to be alive" feeling. It comes out of nowhere and perches itself right in the fore front of my thoughts for day, weeks, even months at a time. I wouldn't go so far as to say I'm suicidal. I just don't feel like I want to be alive. I'm tired of the day before it

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[elementeyeball]

Damn, I'm totally there with you right now.

Nothing seems quite worth it and I don't know if I'll make it.

If I could motivate myself I could get rid of the things that are contributing to this, and add that which takes it away. And it would probably work, but it has to seem "worth it" in the first place. I also don't know if I have the patience to wait everything out, when I start to act in order to get myself out of this side of things.

Sleep and a certain drug are wHat's tHe easiest for me to do rigHt now.
And so tHese are wHat I do.

[odie420]

well the pseyechiatrist said eye'm the "KING OF CHAOS" that when there isnt a creyesis *real life creyesis not drama* that eye dont know what to do with meyeself. maybe a few of these eyes will cheer you up a little.