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So i went to get xanax but the guy wouldn't give it to me cause i'm already on too many pills. So I cameback with effexor and avanza. When I told him my dose for effexor is 375mg hes like really? and I'm like yes. He gives me a weird look for couple of secs and goes ok. Apparently the reccommended high dose is 225mg but nuts to that. Fascinating ( Read more... )

It just occured to me when i bought a homeless guy lunch in the city months ago he never said thank you the son of a bitch.

Mel Gibson: [during an interview with Diane Sawyer] God ordains everything. God made my bed, you know?
Jon Stewart: ...Mel Gibson is one lazy mother fucker

Jon Stewart: . Can't you make your own bed? God has things to do! Make ( Read more... )

A flower for the fallen - Requiescat

Death, too, has a garden - which we tend                                 
For the love of those once living and the end
Of those who live. And, though our flowers spoil
In this world, they bloom still in foreign soil
Where, fed and watered by eternal streams,
We glimpse them once and only in our dreams.

Open,
Our ( Read more... )

2 years ago James told me to watch Garden Estate because he thought the main character of the movie was exactly me. That was also the last time I had any contact with any school friend. So I watch it today 2 years later. Its got that guy from Scrubs in it. And I don't know if its a good thing or bad thing I'm like that. Its something though.

Job hunt not going so well but I have just started out so its fair enough. Haven't been taking my medication again on purpose to start having those rem sleep nightmares. I'm also getting brain zaps frequently. I've noticed that the nightmares went away when I started taking azanza so I might stop that as well and then start taking only effexor ( Read more... )

I love synth pop. If anyone can reccommend me songs similar to blue monday or bizzare love triangle I'd be very grateful.

Withdrawl has well and truly made it self home in my mind and soul. Though I know its not the worst, that still has to come. Broncos won the grandfinal and that really did make me happy for an hour or so.
You discover something that you think you really like. You don't really understand it, but you're sure it's the best thing that's ever happened ( Read more... )

Life is like a broken pencil...useless.
I want to curl up in a corner and cry my eyes out but after watching too many clint eastwood movies I felt too manly. So I punched my closet instead. I am utterly tired of this flawed coffee stained of a cloth I have called a personality. What's worse is worse awaits. Withdrawl god awful withdrawl! And looking ( Read more... )

Well I'm stopping all my medication so I'm gonna go through withdrawl which is hell. Nightmares, hallucinations, depression stomach pain, brain zaps and constant headaches. This is the time when ppl tried to committ suicide the most. So I might very melodramatic. So I might be a complete asshole to some people. Jess pulled through for me even ( Read more... )