34...

[ocphotographer]

Well, un-happy birthday to me. I've made the most out of these last 2 months of being single, and having my heart broken. I've been so strong, and I've had motivation and direction and my life has been what I wanted it to be

Comments

[liatha]

*hugs and love and big boobie smotherings*

Happy Birthday, darling one. You're in my thoughts.

[ocphotographer]

And I appreciate it and cherish our friendship, but today is always a hard day for me, and I just wish I could do something to change my mood. I just wish I could get topped tonight and just let myself go... but I don't even have anyone to play with in that way... *sighs*

[liatha]

I know it love... I'm the same way with valentine's day.

I just wanted you to know you are loved.

[ocphotographer]

Oh, I know I am... and I am going to vegas with a whole bunch of party people. I just hate having an empty bed. I just want someone to worship, and have as an equal at the same time. I just have so much love going on inside me, and it's so craving to get out.

And I know I should be comfortable being single, but we are social animals. And I know that my friends should comfort me and be here for me, but I am so needy right now that I really want to hear from them more often. So I'm just throwing myself to the wind, and I'm sure that the right people will be around me at the right times.

And if things just keep going sucky, I'll just move out and be your lapdog... Kentucky, isn't it? We can go down together.