today was a smooth awkward. the lens above my cheek caught two odd looking people flirting in a store that should be giving clothes away. the sale rack was my calling, and nothing ever fits. too long in the arms just right for the rest of me. i see how women can get so discouraged buying cloth to decorate over skin. i think of how many families are ( Read more... )

fish bowls were always a great platform for me to start a creative synapse with. clear, weathered, chipped glass, old mason jars, clear though. from young ages we controlled, not a single person never not wanted control, one point in life. we look back at circumstances and give up. i am in the business of thought, though i have no idea how to ( Read more... )

i've made stories about blood pooling at your feet and took you to lands where mothers have millions of uses and roles. but i want to take you into my life. a place that requires understanding and patience. though that is all that is required those are all things i lack ( Read more... )

( cats sleeping under the hood )

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i'll kiss my bleeding wrist before i ever go unheard ( Read more... )

last night was a slow movement. i was growing into myself. looking inside a glass motel. the further the rooms were to me, the better i understood misunderstanding. i showed everyone i could and no less than a single person that i couldn't. everyone i showed could not believe a world with such complicated visions. such as they are, i was. it seemed ( Read more... )

am i a phantom or a dart?
please help me decide.

i cannot wait to tomorrow morning.

not a normal situation. a stranger to become stranger. walking past moon lit foyers belonging to business i'll never shop. yelling dogs and barking wives. the bars just let out their captives, it's not a sitiation that should be over done. the things that i am waiting for are much like four teen girls on a road trip. somone is there that is waiting ( Read more... )

shhhhhhh, listen (it means i'm afraid to not be taken into consideration ( Read more... )