This is a serious entry, and I really don't care if you read it or not. It's my journal, and I shouldn't have to censor what I say in it
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I know that I miss you alot...about as much as I miss my Bethlehem man. I don't know why I never made myself happy here, except that I maybe I believed in that 10 room mansion you dreamt of with all of us in it. ;)
I'm afraid, kid, that mansion won't ever happen. Everyone's lives are going in different directions. Christine is in Minnesota and will probably stay there . . . maybe forever. Chris is an academic. He'll always be doing something with learning, so he could be moving around going from one school to the next. Let's see, who else was in my dream? Oh yes, Jen. Jen's getting married in July. She'll have kids. Christopher doesn't even figure into the scheme anymore. I don't talk to the kid. And he doesn't talk to me. Cassie is . . . she has four more years in Baltimore. She wants to get married and have kids (I think that might have been what she said) You . . . well, you might end up snagging that nice bag-piper from Bethlehem (or not, who knows) And me . . . I don't forsee me being in a relationship until I'm 30 . . . or rather, I figure not at all. (I'm getting to be okay with this. I have my nieces to dote on, it'll be alright.)
But, I don't see the mansion ever happening. Unless, of course, one of us gets a lot of money or
I'm in the same boat at least with the year 30. Just for me, that's a bit closer than it is for you. ;) That scares me.
It's also why I said I'll prolly never see anyone again because my life is so up-in-the-air right now I can't just get up and leave anymore. Not to mention, I have someone to take care of now...Ayla. She's just as bad as a kid. Constant attention, needs feeding, and lots of cuddling. She meows at me now when she wants to lay on my lap. How sad is that?
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Someday, I shall have more friends than Cassie and Rat here.
Someday, I might even not be so attached to talking to people online.
But my change in that will be later.
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Everyone's lives are going in different directions.
Christine is in Minnesota and will probably stay there . . . maybe forever.
Chris is an academic. He'll always be doing something with learning, so he could be moving around going from one school to the next.
Let's see, who else was in my dream? Oh yes, Jen. Jen's getting married in July. She'll have kids.
Christopher doesn't even figure into the scheme anymore. I don't talk to the kid. And he doesn't talk to me.
Cassie is . . . she has four more years in Baltimore. She wants to get married and have kids (I think that might have been what she said)
You . . . well, you might end up snagging that nice bag-piper from Bethlehem (or not, who knows)
And me . . . I don't forsee me being in a relationship until I'm 30 . . . or rather, I figure not at all. (I'm getting to be okay with this. I have my nieces to dote on, it'll be alright.)
But, I don't see the mansion ever happening. Unless, of course, one of us gets a lot of money or
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I'm in the same boat at least with the year 30. Just for me, that's a bit closer than it is for you. ;) That scares me.
It's also why I said I'll prolly never see anyone again because my life is so up-in-the-air right now I can't just get up and leave anymore. Not to mention, I have someone to take care of now...Ayla. She's just as bad as a kid. Constant attention, needs feeding, and lots of cuddling. She meows at me now when she wants to lay on my lap. How sad is that?
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