I'm okay, then I'm not.
The weirdest parts hurt the most, like going to the coffee shop we'd only been to once together.
Or driving past his street sign.
Having to change the background on my phone and realizing I don't have any pictures without him.
A black background until I could find something to replace it.
Crying for 45 seconds and then moving on.
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Hi, 12:47.
Alright, full shift at 8 AM, bring it on.
Kick my ass.
Because two weeks from now I'm going to be so grateful for all these 8 o'clock mornings in my payperiod.
I'm making my money and I'm paying my rent and I'm so damn excited to be getting on with my life.

It's been long day after long day, my feet hurt, my back hurts, my brain hurts, but ( Read more... )

Happy 9 Months to Danny and I!

<3

We've definitely had our ups and downs, but I swear we must have something really spectacular, because despite the really rough times, I am still so in love with him.

I don't think I could love him more.

Unless maybe...He was a billionaire. Shit, I'd LOVE to be a stay-at-home-girlfriend.

But that truly doesn't have a thing to do with him. I just hate ( Read more... )

Of my Valentine's Day entry last year.

This year, I've had someone very special and he and I shared a very nice Valentine's Day. He bought me pretty roses (artificial so I can keep them! :]) my favorite candy, and this beautiful white gold and diamond heart necklace.

:]

What's mine is mine. It's voluntarily, he's CHOOSING to be with me because he loves me. He's made this choice in order to help us get back to where we used to be, before this whole mess happened. I wish stupid bitches would just take a fucking hint and leave us alone.

I don't what happened or how it happened or what even to make of it anymore but, this past month has been the absolute worst of my life relationship wise.

But somehow, we've started over, and we're off to a REALLY good start.

I think we're going to make it.

I'm so happy.

Am just the luckiest girl on Earth.
My Baby is just beyond belief.

All 3 of them. I miss my Stephanie. I miss my Rocky. Even though he and I haven't talked much recently, he's still one of the very few people in this world I truly care about and trust. I just saw Elliott, but I still miss him just as much. And lastly, the song "White Days" by The Juliana Theory always puts me in a mood. It's such a beautiful song ( Read more... )

I think some things, at least the most important things, are finally getting better.