everybody take it off;

[obtains]

delicious double post.

I have a new profile because I AM NEVER SATISFIED

And I can't stop listening to Ke$ha what is this--

And a meme for good measure.

~I'LL FACE MYSELF~

spoilers, my persona is my fist.

also, edited for this

Leave me an anonymous comment. It can be one sentence [or even just a word], or you can pour your heart out and

Comments

[punjab_banks]

oh nooo kesha. i can't type the doller sign in. i just CAN'T.

[obtains]

it messes me up a little bit LMFAO but since i have been listening non stop for the last 2 days, it has gotten better. Her music is so ridiculously poppy it's addictive.

[zatanna]

;___; NU KESHA IS CONVERTING YOU TO THE DARKSIDE

[obtains]

LMFAO WHAT??

also hnnngh your name bb

[zatanna]

SHES THE DEVIL

and omg ty i am still shaking n cryin rite now

[obtains]

HOW?

I was so surprised to see you commented with that and I was like HOLY SMOKES AWESOME. I really want a name change but lmfao I love this name too much.

[obtains]

LMFAO HER MUSIC MAKES ME LAUGH OKAY?

the fact that she says that in her lyrics makes me laugh even harder because I am like GIRRL YOU ARE NOT EVEN SERIOUS.

[obtains]

that song isn't by all means good, but I like the beat so I listen to it a lot lmfao. BUT IT IS VERY VERY RIDICULOUS LMFAO

though I like other songs by her more so.

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[anonymous]

I don't know what the fuck is happening right now. That sums up how I've been feeling for the past two, three months. I just wish there was some way to put a rope on hormones, you know? Like just... Let's go back to August for a second.

In August I was digging a pretty sweet relationship. 10 months. Our anniversary was on the 7th/8th because we confessed at midnight. You know things are going to shit when you fight on that day, right? Yeah. I know. She was such a... fuck man, she probably was the only person I truly wanted in my life. But things like that really can't last. I was hesitant because she was my best friend before all else. But after a while, especially after nearly a year in a extremely turbulent time in both of our lives, it was done. We were done. All it comes down to is who was going to end it

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[anonymous]

And I did.

After two months of torturing myself, I finally removed my ex from facebook, livejournal, aim list, so on so forth. I told my ex-fwb that I would get over myself and hope she was happy, told her that I was there for her. I went to school the next day and was informed I seemed more brilliant than before, dazzling. Cute actually was the word used, not brilliant or dazzling. But I'll settle for cute as well. Especially when it's in the "you seem more cute today" way instead of the "you looked really cute with your old hair cut." way.

Things were good. Things were better than good. I was on cloud nine and I wasn't showing signs of coming down. And as we know, that's a shit sentiment right there. I'm still friends with my ex-fwb, but my real ex... I haven't spoken to her in so long. I don't want to breach the topic and speak to her because I don't want to get back down into that hole of September/October. But I want to know how she's doing, how things are with her boyfriend, I want to know if she ever thinks of me like I think

[obtains]

Okay, first of all. You're not an asshole and you're not selfish. Second of all, I just want to hug you right now, anon.

HERM. The way I see it, you can applaud yourself for getting out of that slump. It takes a shit ton of time and I can tell you I relate to a good deal more than you might think with this. It's not all that different from shit I went through. Hell, the thing about my case is that the OTHER person is the one who really hurt me and I was still so interested in their life.

So, honestly? It's not weird to be like that. it's FRUSTRATING AS ALL HELL but it's perfectly human. When you put an emotional investment in other people, you want something to come from that. We don't instantly think "oh this will end horribly." We want to see their lives. Sometimes it's because we still care, sometimes it's because we're vindictive and wish that their lives would go to hell. We have so many reasons for looking back on people and the past and what we did and how we became. So it's not selfish at all. But to be honest, if she

[anonymous]

That was really disjointed and I kind of vomited it out. Thanks for reading it all.

God those months were the worst I've ever had. I just cried all the time and got mad all the time and shit man. THEM SUCK BALLSSSSSSSSSS.

I just want to know about her. I just want to know so bad it's burning.

The thing is, I'm just such an awkward little lamb, if I ever met her again I probably wouldn't poke at the subject. I don't know. it's difficult. EVERYTHING IS DIFFICULT /breaks a chair or something.

Man there are some highs and there are some lows. I'm just glad I'm growing up, yo. I'll continue working on getting to that better spot again, but it's slow-going. Doesn't help I really need a stupid hair-cut right now.

[anonymous]

adsadDSGDF You can probably guess who I am but...

Your forehead is the most awesome thing when it comes to wearing wigs naturally. >vOb

[obtains]

lmfao wait what I. what?

LMFAO MY FOREHEAD OR JUST FOREHEADS IN GENERAL? I don't get it...