Comments | obsessionality: It's been a while since I've updated, but I think things have come to a head.

obsessionality

It's been a while since I've updated, but I think things have come to a head.

Nov 16, 2013 02:41

Shit seems to have calmed down and gotten worse at the same time. I'm not sure how that's possible, but it is, apparently.

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i don't even know anymore, subconscious messages, my life is a soap opera, life lessons, sucky rl is sucky, i'm really upset and don't know why, i hate my family, overambition, stress and terror, family! thou art my bane, i think i broke my brain, what is my life, love?, exaustion, men., rant, rejection, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaangst, rl, luck wishing necessary, feeling old, emotional instability

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enochiansigils November 16 2013, 08:49:31 UTC

I wish I knew what to say. Because I want to say I'm happy your fic's going over so well -- jealous, lol, but totally happy for you because I know how important it was to you -- but that seems too much like focusing on the most trivial part of your entry. (Not that it's unimportant, just you've got a lotta stuff going on there.)

And what also sucks is that there's nothing I can say that will actually help you and I hate that 'cause I wish I could help. I hate seeing friends hurting over stuff.

So I'm just gonna go with I think you're awesome no matter what, you're doing more with your life as is than I could ever imagine, and as rough as things are, you're still managing to be awesome. Rock on with your bad self. ... oh God, I am never saying that sentence again, lol.

obsessionality November 17 2013, 00:07:32 UTC

*hugs* I'm sorry it's taken me such a long time to get back to this, but I've had to take in what you've said, because it's some of the loveliest stuff I've heard. You're right, it's minor, but it's important. It makes me feel a lot better when there's something to make me smile, so I know exactly what you mean.

Thank you. Knowing you're here, and knowing that you care means a lot. A lot more than you could possibly know. I know no one can solve my problems but me, but having you here saying things like this reminds me that I'm not alone, and sometimes that's the hardest thing - not feel alone.

Thank you so much *hugs* Thank you. I will continue to rock on, and no, please do, because it's going to become my internal cheer to myself, I swear it is. I'm trying to figure out where it comes from, I'm like 900% sure there's a character who says it in a movie but I'm damned if I know who used it.

Thank you, again. *hugs*