I've had three dreams (that I can remember) this week about Casper. It's so annoying. And the worst part is that in each of the dreams, he rejects me again.

I was thinking about it last night before I went to sleep and I realized that I think he loved who he thought I was and then when he realized who I actually was, he also realized that he ( Read more... )

Sometimes it REALLY IS just about the little things!


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The moment we've all been waiting for ( Read more... )

This was the ending song and I love it.

Patrick Park - Life is a Song (from 'The OC' finale)

You say life is a dream where we can't say what we mean ( Read more... )

Sometimes you just have to wonder how much a person can take before they completely break...

Britney Spears - My Prerogative

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I'm kinda scared to say this because once it's out there, karma comes back and gets you, ya know?

After everything last week and the ensuing decision that we were both mean and horrible people, I think we're actually better/stronger than we were about a month ago.

--------------------------------------------Other than that, the weather here has ( Read more... )

So, I started my weekend excited and happy to be going to visit Casper. Somewhere around the middle, it went awry. On Saturday night, he decided that we should "take a break." I said, "that we can take the hard road and I could stay and deal with our sh!t, or I could take the easy road and leave." He said that I was giving an ultimatum, I said ( Read more... )

I just got back from dinner (with Casper & Jock Girl) and then drinks (with just Jock Girl)....

We had a heart-to-heart.

What do you do when you're in your thirties and am still not sure what your life should hold? Actually, the question is, what do you do in your thirties and your life is NOT AT ALL what you thought it was going to be?It's ( Read more... )