maybe i should just let this rich jewish boy who buys me food and cab rides and lights me up and drives an audi and whos parents have a mansion in nj that contains an 800 crystal versace courveiser bottle and has his own apartment in gramarcy take care of me and give me back massages until my back is actually better for a while even though hes not ( Read more... )

conversation with max that i would like here for my own records ( Read more... )

sometimes art is so overwhelming to me. sometimes good art is so overwhelming to me. sometimes when i think about all the knowledge and beauty in the world, like i used to do when i would get really coked up by myself, i get so overwhelmed and choked up and i can't breath ( Read more... )

i have a cold and my throat hurts ( Read more... )

marry young, diana
i don't want to see you old and alone
marry young, diana
i don't want to see you rot in a home for aging spinsters

marry young, tsunami
so afraid of being old and alone
marry young, tsunami
i don't want to see you rot in a home for aging hipsters
bum bum da da da dum da da da da dum da da da da dum

i still love tripping so much.
i'm on such a 90s kick it's ridiculous. time to stop eating so i can perfect my 90s-ness and be heroin chic
sylvia plachy is so fucking amazing. i adore her, adore her adore her

yelling at my rug because it's so intense, hahahaha

i miss dan. i miss devin. somebody please makeout with me already

brief study break. finally finished all that reading for art history. it took about 3 days because every time i attempted to read it i fell asleep and drooled all over the book. thats an exageration, but wouldnt that be funny ( Read more... )

im just so depressed i really dont even know what to do with myself. i really dont

why can't i stop bidding on fucking TSHIRTS on ebay? what is wrong with me. i bought a bauhaus shirt in photoshop class today and needed my professors help in doing so because i dont know how to be an adult and didnt understand a credit card question. it was pretty hilarious though. i am the only person who talks in any of my classes. i'm seeing ( Read more... )

Obsceneholiday [11:10 PM]: this morning dan told me that he cannont see himself falling in love with me and therefore does not want to be my boyfriend or continue hooking up with me ( Read more... )