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Sometimes I dream about him, and he's dead. Sometimes he's not. Last night he wasn't. All I remember about last night's dream, besides that he was alive, is that the haircut I dreamt about months ago was growing out. I don't know what my brain is trying to tell me

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[absolute_tash]

~hugs~

[see_me_naked]

Sometimes I have dreams that Meredith comes back - she's just been off traveling the world and there has been some great miscommunication about her death......and I can't find a way to fit her back into my life.

....I'd just interpret your dreams a your brain's way of telling you that time is moving forward. That he's still alive in some sense (memory?) but that he's changing just as much as you are. Maybe you can find a way to enjoy the time with him that your dreams allow you.

Big hugs. I wish I could offer more.

[hozed]

I have no idea why.. I just came across your journal today and hit the 'he's been dead a year post'..

I just got this crazy impression he.. or some reflection of him.. is trying to tell you something. I don't know what the hell it is.. I get some feeling of importance about it.. for you.. and of course while I'm writing this I can't concentrate on it cause I've got 3 other things distracting me.

Good luck.