Your pain tears me up. I have no idea how you measure the pain of a lost loved one, so there are not decent metrics available to determine better or worse. One foot in front of the other, one breath after another. As long as you can do this then... I actually don't know... I don't know if it is better to be stuck or to go in circles. Something tells me that as long as you are moving, it is good.
isn't the first year supposed to be the toughest? you have all these "first times without" to get through. It was good to see you last night, and to meet keith, and to see you enjoying yourself.
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eventually, honey girl, it does get easier. i'm sorry it hurts so much right now.
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I'm not going to be over losing him for much longer than the time I knew him, that much i know for sure.
Thank you for your thoughts, love.
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It was good to see you last night, and to meet keith, and to see you enjoying yourself.
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