my last update was on nov 13th... praying my grandpa would last and pull out of everything he had going on... and it is now march 6th... 4 months later... and hes gone... idont know what else to say.. i dont know what to do.. i loved him as a father.. and now hes gone.. i havent had a converstation with him all 4 months because he was comatose ( Read more... )

PJM.... stay strong.. hang in there... please.... i love you

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life sucks.. as usual.. i dont feel like doing the paper i should be doing and ill just fail that too... i look forward 2 3 things.. gabby coming home, me going to ny, and me graduating and leaving.. i hate this place...

ok so tonight was the MCR and Alkaline Trio concert... alkaline was pretty bomb.. a hell of a lot better then the most recent time i saw them with rise against so i was happy cuz i love them and i didnt wanna walk away dissappointed in them again.. MCR was fuckin incredible... i punched 3 guys in the face... one was because he was just pissing me ( Read more... )

ok so my family is fuckin nuts... my sister calls me everytime im at work and calls this kid jeff everytime im at work 2 make sure i really am at work.. but shell tell my mom she gets out of work at 10 then when i take her car and she calls at 6 sayin shes done with work 2 pick her up.. so bull shit she doesnt go out.. but do i tell on her?! NO.. ( Read more... )

i hate my life... i love my girlfriend... some of my friends... everything else i hate... i wish i could die and start over... cuz i fucking hate my life...

ok so i woke up this morning and had one thing on my mind... was at work this morning and continued thinking of this one thing... sitting here right now and thinking of pretty much one thing (aside from song lyrics running through my head ( Read more... )

ok so its been like 3 months since ive written in here... but my girl is making me so... here it goes ( Read more... )

ok im gonna break the live journal just by saying i love my friends... i dont know what i would do without you all..