Is anyone out there?

Hey.. its been awhile since I've updated. I am going to try to say a little more in my entires. Maybe people will be more interested and actually read that! Haha - I actually would write more, but I usually get distracted or just cant find the time, granted I'm always bored, but yeah, still. I dont know ( Read more... )

Does anyone read this?

i'm depressed... :-\ and i cant get myself out of it

I'm in love...
I miss her.

I leave in less than 2 days...
I dont want to leave.
I've totally fallen for a girl, and shes leaving too. I dont know what to do... I dont know what will happen.

I like this girl... we've gotten really close. I would do anything to be able to call her my girlfriend, but I've got one problem... she has a boyfriend.

Why is everything always complicated and suck for me?

ahh... everything is like falling apart right now, and I dont understand why. Its just been the past 2 days. Ever since we picked housing, everything has been miserable. All my friends are not talking to eachother right now. Everyone hates one another and shit like that, and if I choose a side, everyone except 1 person will hate me, and if I stay ( Read more... )

my birthday came and went.... wow, i'm 19 now....