I haven't updated in a really long time.
I think it's mainly because I have never before felt so much like I don't matter to anyone.
And it really upsets me.

So I got into the honors program at Delaware with a $10,000/year scholarship.
I won't be going, but it's nice to know.

2 for 2.
8 to go.

I knew I never shouold have read The Bell Jar.

At least I can move on.

Yeah.. that's it.

Go to your iTunes playlist and put it all on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and after each one press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question ( Read more... )

I'm starting to regret my New Years' Resolution... you know.. that one that said I was going to completely change who I am?

I wish I could just settle for once.

I love practicing, I really do. It's really a shame how much it hurts. I actually think I played for like an hour and a half this afternoon and as wonderful as it was, I am in so much immense pain. My wrist is absolutely throbbing. It's unbelievable. I can't stand this.. I think I'm going to look into some sort of prosthesis.. can you even do that ( Read more... )

Plan for the evening:

8:25-8:40- Hair.
8:40-9:00- Read a chapter of the Euro review book.
9:00-10:00- SCRUBS SEASON PREMIERE!
10:00-10:20- Study a little more.
10:20-10:35- Write in my journal.
10:35-11:00- Read Pride and Prejudice.
Sleep.

I like that.

snowbunny11688: y not
snowbunny11688: its a new yr
snowbunny11688: be a new jen
snowbunny11688: a spontaneous brave jen

That's all I have to say.

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Stop being a productive member of society.

Get your resolution here

Happy New Year kids.. this is the big year!