Won’t you break for me? 2
Title: Won’t you break for me? (2/3)
Author: alles_luege
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon, Ryan/William, Panic GSF
Rating: R
Summary: Brendon is on a mission to make Ryan happy and if Ryan needs another vampire to make him happy, well, that’s Brendon’s eternal quest then.
Warning(s): Vampires, sex, blood play (a bit), angst, also not a 16 candles Au.
Author’s Notes: Set after ‘Midnight land’. And this is the last part. I swear. I’m done.
Word Count: 4.126
Beta: tygermine
Disclaimer: Don’t know, don’t own, not real
~2~
Brendon doesn’t actually know how to find a vampire. Because, honestly you can’t just put an ad in a paper, can you? And there are like a million crazy people out there. Not just freaks who think they are vampires, but some who think they are hunters. Brendon is sure of it and he doesn’t actually want to get Ryan killed, even if he thinks about it sometimes, usually when Ryan steals the marshmallows out of his bowl during breakfast. So, that’s out of question. He could ask Pete, but…well, he doesn’t even know Ryan is one. And they want to keep it that way. Besides Pete is crazy. No question there.
“You are planning something.” Spencer says, his eyebrow raised.
“Yep.” Brendon says, he isn’t going to lie.
“Do I want to know?”
“Nope.” Brendon answers.
“Will this hurt you?”
“I don’t think so?”
“Will this hurt anyone else?”
“I don’t know. But for what it’s worth, I don’t think so.”
“Is it something I will not approve of if I knew?”
“Definitely.” Brendon answers.
“Brendon…”
“I’m doing it out of love?”
Spencer sighs, running a hand through his hair. “Love, hmmm?”
“Love.” Brendon answers sincerely.
~+~
Gerard is the only person he can ask. So, he does.
“You know, I didn’t even know they were real until you told me.” Gerard answers.
“But…you believed in them.”
“Yeah, I don’t believe now, because I know. But that is not the point. Are zombies real?”
“How should I know?” Brendon asks, rolling over onto his stomach.
“Well, you are the one with the vampire…”
“You know, he showed up one day and said it and fed off Spencer and I was like. Yeah. Vampires are real and Ryan is one. I didn’t know.” Brendon answers.
“Okay…but, why?” Gerard asks, he sounds amused.
“He wants to give up control.” Brendon’s voice is small. Gerard is silent on the other end of the line.
“Okay…I. I’ll do what I can?”
“Thanks.”
~+~
The whole epic quest thing isn’t something that’s good for his nerves. And he is easily distracted, what with being in a band and hanging out with Spencer and Jon. Jon is the most distracting thing ever. He thinks he will never find another vampire to make Ryan happy. A vampire hunt….man, he thinks, his life! It would suck, if it weren’t so goddamned awesome!
~+~
It’s pure coincidence that Gerard actually finds one and tells Brendon. A vampire that is. He isn’t even sure at first, because how the hell could he miss that?! He should have known, he lives with one a daily basis. He should have seen the signs.
“I’m stupid.” Brendon says.
“No…”
“You don’t sound convincing.” Brendon sighs into the phone.
“You think he could, I mean, I don’t know him, but you guys…”
“Totally. All signs are there. Thanks.”
“No problem. I mean…wow. Okay.” Gerard says.
“I know.” Brendon laughs.
~+~
“What?” Jon says.
“I know.”
“Know…what?” Jon says.
“I know.”
“But…how?”
“I don’t know.” Brendon answers and Jon sits down on the couch. That didn’t go too bad, Brendon thinks.
~+~
The problem now, is to speak with the vampire of his choice. Well, it’s the only one he knows of - besides Ryan - and he isn’t even sure he is a vampire. So, he needs to investigate the whole thing. With Jon.
“You too, Jon?” Spencer asks.
“Well…”
“We’re doing it out of love.” Brendon says, nodding.
“What are you doing out of love?” Ryan asks, entering the room. His hair is a mess, Brendon loves Ryan’s hair in the morning, he loves everything about Ryan in the morning.
“It’s a secret.”
“Well…it can’t be when everyone knows, can it?” Ryan asks bitchy. Brendon even loves Ryan’s bitchiness in the mornings.
“Aww…you’re so cute when you’re cranky.” Brendon says.
“I’ll go make you some tea.” Spencer says. Ryan nods and follows Spencer into the kitchen.
“Out of love…” Jon says smiling.
“Yep, out of love.” Brendon answers.
~+~
“Jon!” William says, hugging him. “Brendon.”
Brendon frowns. Didn’t William forgive them for stealing Jon yet?
“William.” He says with a smile. He totally wants to make a good impression…well, after stealing Jon…maybe there isn’t much point in that now.
“Can we come in?” Jon asks.
“Sure,” William answers, stepping aside to let them in. “So…something to drink?”
“Coffee,” Jon says and Brendon shakes his head.
When William comes back with two mugs and sits down across them, Brendon leans into Jon and nudges him. William raises an eyebrow.
“Listen, this might sound totally crazy…” Jon begins.
“Well, you’re here with Brendon…” William interrupts.
“Hey!”
“Yeah….about that. It actually is something Brendon came up with and I need to know…”
“It was Gerard.” Brendon throws in.
“Would you please shut up? So I can finish this?” Jon asks. Brendon nods.
“Oh God!” William says laughing. “Spill already.”
“Are you a vampire?” Jon asks and William chokes on his coffee.
“Am I what?”
“A vampire.” Jon says again.
“We know you are. You just need to confirm our suspicion.” Brendon says. Jon sighs beside him.
“I am not.”
“Bill.” Jon says and William looks at him.
“Why?” William asks.
“Because…let’s say we know someone who is one too and he needs someone of his kind.” Brendon says.
“For what?” William wants to know, Brendon notices that he doesn’t ask who thinks he’s a vampire.
“The usual - bloodsports, bonding over eviscerated body parts...” Jon says shrugging.
“Oh…” William answers, his fingers are closing around the mug, too hard, it breaks. Coffee spills on the table and floor and William, he doesn’t care. He looks at Brendon.
“Does he hurt you?” he asks.
“He doesn’t.” it’s not really a lie. William nods. He knows, Brendon thinks with a mixture of panic and joy.
“And you let him?” William asks. Brendon doesn’t know what this question even means, he looks blankly at William. And William says, “Oh,” again. “Does he know?”
“No…we wanted to make sure…and I can’t believe I didn’t see it.” Jon says.
“I didn’t know either.” William says. He still doesn’t ask who it is.
“You know now?” Brendon asks curious.
“Yeah.” William says and it’s not just an answer to this question. Jon smiles.
Author: alles_luege
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon, Ryan/William, Panic GSF
Rating: R
Summary: Brendon is on a mission to make Ryan happy and if Ryan needs another vampire to make him happy, well, that’s Brendon’s eternal quest then.
Warning(s): Vampires, sex, blood play (a bit), angst, also not a 16 candles Au.
Author’s Notes: Set after ‘Midnight land’. And this is the last part. I swear. I’m done.
Word Count: 4.126
Beta: tygermine
Disclaimer: Don’t know, don’t own, not real
~2~
Brendon doesn’t actually know how to find a vampire. Because, honestly you can’t just put an ad in a paper, can you? And there are like a million crazy people out there. Not just freaks who think they are vampires, but some who think they are hunters. Brendon is sure of it and he doesn’t actually want to get Ryan killed, even if he thinks about it sometimes, usually when Ryan steals the marshmallows out of his bowl during breakfast. So, that’s out of question. He could ask Pete, but…well, he doesn’t even know Ryan is one. And they want to keep it that way. Besides Pete is crazy. No question there.
“You are planning something.” Spencer says, his eyebrow raised.
“Yep.” Brendon says, he isn’t going to lie.
“Do I want to know?”
“Nope.” Brendon answers.
“Will this hurt you?”
“I don’t think so?”
“Will this hurt anyone else?”
“I don’t know. But for what it’s worth, I don’t think so.”
“Is it something I will not approve of if I knew?”
“Definitely.” Brendon answers.
“Brendon…”
“I’m doing it out of love?”
Spencer sighs, running a hand through his hair. “Love, hmmm?”
“Love.” Brendon answers sincerely.
~+~
Gerard is the only person he can ask. So, he does.
“You know, I didn’t even know they were real until you told me.” Gerard answers.
“But…you believed in them.”
“Yeah, I don’t believe now, because I know. But that is not the point. Are zombies real?”
“How should I know?” Brendon asks, rolling over onto his stomach.
“Well, you are the one with the vampire…”
“You know, he showed up one day and said it and fed off Spencer and I was like. Yeah. Vampires are real and Ryan is one. I didn’t know.” Brendon answers.
“Okay…but, why?” Gerard asks, he sounds amused.
“He wants to give up control.” Brendon’s voice is small. Gerard is silent on the other end of the line.
“Okay…I. I’ll do what I can?”
“Thanks.”
~+~
The whole epic quest thing isn’t something that’s good for his nerves. And he is easily distracted, what with being in a band and hanging out with Spencer and Jon. Jon is the most distracting thing ever. He thinks he will never find another vampire to make Ryan happy. A vampire hunt….man, he thinks, his life! It would suck, if it weren’t so goddamned awesome!
~+~
It’s pure coincidence that Gerard actually finds one and tells Brendon. A vampire that is. He isn’t even sure at first, because how the hell could he miss that?! He should have known, he lives with one a daily basis. He should have seen the signs.
“I’m stupid.” Brendon says.
“No…”
“You don’t sound convincing.” Brendon sighs into the phone.
“You think he could, I mean, I don’t know him, but you guys…”
“Totally. All signs are there. Thanks.”
“No problem. I mean…wow. Okay.” Gerard says.
“I know.” Brendon laughs.
~+~
“What?” Jon says.
“I know.”
“Know…what?” Jon says.
“I know.”
“But…how?”
“I don’t know.” Brendon answers and Jon sits down on the couch. That didn’t go too bad, Brendon thinks.
~+~
The problem now, is to speak with the vampire of his choice. Well, it’s the only one he knows of - besides Ryan - and he isn’t even sure he is a vampire. So, he needs to investigate the whole thing. With Jon.
“You too, Jon?” Spencer asks.
“Well…”
“We’re doing it out of love.” Brendon says, nodding.
“What are you doing out of love?” Ryan asks, entering the room. His hair is a mess, Brendon loves Ryan’s hair in the morning, he loves everything about Ryan in the morning.
“It’s a secret.”
“Well…it can’t be when everyone knows, can it?” Ryan asks bitchy. Brendon even loves Ryan’s bitchiness in the mornings.
“Aww…you’re so cute when you’re cranky.” Brendon says.
“I’ll go make you some tea.” Spencer says. Ryan nods and follows Spencer into the kitchen.
“Out of love…” Jon says smiling.
“Yep, out of love.” Brendon answers.
~+~
“Jon!” William says, hugging him. “Brendon.”
Brendon frowns. Didn’t William forgive them for stealing Jon yet?
“William.” He says with a smile. He totally wants to make a good impression…well, after stealing Jon…maybe there isn’t much point in that now.
“Can we come in?” Jon asks.
“Sure,” William answers, stepping aside to let them in. “So…something to drink?”
“Coffee,” Jon says and Brendon shakes his head.
When William comes back with two mugs and sits down across them, Brendon leans into Jon and nudges him. William raises an eyebrow.
“Listen, this might sound totally crazy…” Jon begins.
“Well, you’re here with Brendon…” William interrupts.
“Hey!”
“Yeah….about that. It actually is something Brendon came up with and I need to know…”
“It was Gerard.” Brendon throws in.
“Would you please shut up? So I can finish this?” Jon asks. Brendon nods.
“Oh God!” William says laughing. “Spill already.”
“Are you a vampire?” Jon asks and William chokes on his coffee.
“Am I what?”
“A vampire.” Jon says again.
“We know you are. You just need to confirm our suspicion.” Brendon says. Jon sighs beside him.
“I am not.”
“Bill.” Jon says and William looks at him.
“Why?” William asks.
“Because…let’s say we know someone who is one too and he needs someone of his kind.” Brendon says.
“For what?” William wants to know, Brendon notices that he doesn’t ask who thinks he’s a vampire.
“The usual - bloodsports, bonding over eviscerated body parts...” Jon says shrugging.
“Oh…” William answers, his fingers are closing around the mug, too hard, it breaks. Coffee spills on the table and floor and William, he doesn’t care. He looks at Brendon.
“Does he hurt you?” he asks.
“He doesn’t.” it’s not really a lie. William nods. He knows, Brendon thinks with a mixture of panic and joy.
“And you let him?” William asks. Brendon doesn’t know what this question even means, he looks blankly at William. And William says, “Oh,” again. “Does he know?”
“No…we wanted to make sure…and I can’t believe I didn’t see it.” Jon says.
“I didn’t know either.” William says. He still doesn’t ask who it is.
“You know now?” Brendon asks curious.
“Yeah.” William says and it’s not just an answer to this question. Jon smiles.