Im going to rant here, so don't read it if you don't want to.

I dunno if it's fair to give someone I'm interested in a chance, when I'm still kinda down from the last one. I don't really know if that's fair. Thats my problem. I might just be scared to get involved again I don't really know. I might just like the feeling of someone liking me, but I ( Read more... )

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Sean came over today, it was pretty fun. Aha and you call me random.

I was so tired today cuz I stayed up watching movies uintil morning, and I had to wake up for softball n whatnot.. in which I pulled sumthin in my arm and can no longer throw very well. Anyways the movies were good. I saw rissa and deano today when i went up to BA to get sean ( Read more... )

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I'm fine now, relax everyone. Anyways, haha yesss got THE best bathing suit alive lol. SURFER SHORTS! yesss! lol It's cute though. I love it. SOOOOOO EXCITED! I wanner see kelly with Sarah.. n then camping with sarah.. n then pool hopping! haha yesssss! gunner be so much fun!

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Basically I am soooo pathetic I hate it.... I always get like this, so depressed.. UGH! I just feel so alone and worthless like I'm NEVER good enough... like no one even wants to bother actually holding up a conversation with me... I mean look at me.. I'm up at freekin 2 in the morning crying my eyes out, trying to talk to someone who doesn't ( Read more... )

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I forgot one thing......

CRABS!

Kay, done now. :)

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Aha. Kay so went over Leila's. In the meanwhile I meet up with Jess and we walk down to Leila's house together. Wellllll there's this 40 year old man in a silver car that passes by us like 8 times, which is NO coincidence. lol He goes up each side street we walk down.. and then he goes up and down rockdale street... then he finds us off a ( Read more... )

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AHAHA I'm so dumb. Kay so I'm talking to Leila on the phone, and she calls in the middle of me changing. So I'm talking to her. Then my song comes on and I'm like oh my goch Leila! My song! and I tell her I'm dancing to it, which I am. N' then later she hears me n she's like are you eating? So I say no I'm feeding my birds, in which I was. Then ( Read more... )

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Basically I talked with my Mom. These are my rules:

1. I cant go to anybody's house without adult supervision.

2. I have to let her know where, what time, and who I am with at all times and there must be an adult there.

3. I can't have anybody over without an adult being home.

4. No calls to the house phone after 9.

5. No boys in my room.

6. 10 ( Read more... )

Basically the gayness of my Mom can't be beat. I tried talking to her about how strict she is and how she needs to let me grow up and make my own mistakes and learn from them, but basically she won't listen to me and won't change her opinion even in the slightest bit. I can't go anywhere basically where there isn't parent supervision. But the good ( Read more... )