curveballs

[notswanlake]

i think that sometimes life throws you curveballs. it's strange. i think maybe it's something that's worth pursuing however, i am scared of hurting again. advice won't let me figure this shit out. it's difficult what my body and mind are feeling. i'm not admitting anything, but being coy

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[practicalfool]

Curveballs are a funny thing. You never really know where they're going to go either. Especially if someone like Pedro Martinez is throwing it. Its like...you see the pitch coming toward you and your first instinct tells you that the safest thing to do is to just stand there and watch it fly by because you figure that its going to curve outward and be a ball

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[notswanlake]

discover* haha. you're so profound with this baseball stuff. seriously. i feel you. we shall talk more about this dear friend.

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[practicalfool]

indeed! :-)

hey I have to return those books to you :P

[upthebuttboy]

this may be one of my favorite posts of yours. It reflects the past, the present, and a hopeful future.

It exposes vulnerability, excitement, and countless other emotions.

You even use a personal favorite word to describe oneself: Conflicted. Conflict is so interesting to examine. The metaphors you used were great.

To top it off, you were very discreet about what you were going to say. I love it! Great post.

I love your livejournal! I just want to turn your passion, your pain, nervousness and excitement into a column or book. :)

[notswanlake]

thanks.
i've always wanted a column. i am thinking of pursuing it in a major way now. i am scared to so though, it seems to me like no one would get it.

there's a lot behind this post.