curveballs
i think that sometimes life throws you curveballs. it's strange. i think maybe it's something that's worth pursuing however, i am scared of hurting again. advice won't let me figure this shit out. it's difficult what my body and mind are feeling. i'm not admitting anything, but being coy.
I can't imagine there could be a better feeling than some of these feelings. it's like those butterflies you get when you have a crush on Leonardo DiCaprio when he was in Titanic. It's like those back in the day feelings. However, i'm at a stage when I am conflicted. wanting to give in, but too scared to fall totally.
Curveballs are funny. In every instance I find myself being completely comfortable and completely myself. but emerging and engulfing myself entirely is something that i am scared to do. Maybe it's something that just need to do, like the scared boy on the diving board. i am scared. it's made me think a lot. But it's something I'm thinking heavily about.
that's the funny thing about curveballs...
I can't imagine there could be a better feeling than some of these feelings. it's like those butterflies you get when you have a crush on Leonardo DiCaprio when he was in Titanic. It's like those back in the day feelings. However, i'm at a stage when I am conflicted. wanting to give in, but too scared to fall totally.
Curveballs are funny. In every instance I find myself being completely comfortable and completely myself. but emerging and engulfing myself entirely is something that i am scared to do. Maybe it's something that just need to do, like the scared boy on the diving board. i am scared. it's made me think a lot. But it's something I'm thinking heavily about.
that's the funny thing about curveballs...