um. i dont really write in here anymore. so i've been working like a maniac. luckily i get a day off this week YAY. and uh. i think i had a weird dream last night cuz i'm all edgy and stuff today and .. i think someone was going to kill someone ( Read more... )

WWEEELLLLLL ( Read more... )

im sick. sick sick and more sick. it sucks. i went to the doctor today. he said i have some virus thats going around that everyone has. lovely. he says i'll prolly be better enough to go to school tomorrow. even more lovely. i was planning on not going. maybe i can still work that out ( Read more... )

this SUCKS. everything SUCKS. its not fair. nothing is ever fair for me. nothing.. GRR ( Read more... )

*sigh ( Read more... )

wow. i didn't realize i could get soo freakin pissed off.

blah blah blahdie blah

i got paid. now i have money. i'm gonna buy me presents to make me feel better.

i can't figure out how i feel about anything. SUCKS.

i'm so screwed up. and i need a therapist.

"he wants to do me so hard...he wants to rip my coochie muscles."

i'm pretty much ready for a break down.

me: its like.. whats that word.. ca.. co.. cauliflower ( Read more... )

Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight.
And now I regret the day we met.
And help me forget your name. *sigh* i never cry. but i had to like stop myself from crying like 923874293847923857923487293847 times. and it sucked cuz the moments i wanted to cry sooo bad, i couldn't. like when ( Read more... )

my nose wont stop running ( Read more... )