fuck! i wont even explain my problem because i'm dying and it hurts to type. so here ( Read more... )

it's 3 a.m. on saint patricks day and i am lonelier than i have ever been in my life. wow....okay, i feel like theres absolutely no point in writing this down. i'm depressed and theres nothing anybody can do about it. fucCCCcck!!!!!!!!!!

6:15......scheduled flight at 10:45. bad idea to go to niagara. waiting for kev to wake up

so, yep....i went to a frat party. craziest experience ever. yaya for living outside of my ity-bity room.

i feel like i should update everyone on my life ( Read more... )

my life is a lie.

okay...so crafty jaynee-dogg just discovered some important information for me. the gay twin that i was in lust with is neither gay nor a twin. his brother is 22 and he is 25! he has myspace. awww...damnit. age doesnt matter.

Your Life_______ ( Read more... )

damnit. i need to go far away. it's 430 am and i am the biggest idiot in the world. how can you think you love someone one minute and then love another in the next. you know what! im a fucking love slut. i love way too many people. why am i such an idiot? i'm listening to tool and it's making me sad............MMmmmmm......i'm drunk. ( Read more... )

have you ever danced in your room naked?
have you ever wondered how a puddle of oil can be so beautiful; yet so toxic?
were you tempted to drag a stick through it and watch the colors swirl?
have you ever looked at the stars and thought that we were all trapped in a box; with the stars as holes for us to breathe?