I leave this hell of a town on July 7th. I'm only a little down because I'm going to miss my close friends, but otherwise, leaving feels perfect. I sure hope my gut feeling that Seattle is the place for me turns out to be true.

I haven't really updated this.

I've been going through a small mental crisis that no one knows about. This is mostly due to the fact I don't wish for anyone to know about it. I'm fighting my own battles for a change.

Carry on.

Everything really happen for a reason? At times I believe so, yet that would lead me to say I believe wholly in fate, which I don't. My philosophy is that some things are up to the individual and others are predetermined. I guess the real challenge is finding out what you can change and what is static ( Read more... )

To pull inspiration from nowhere, that's exactly where I've been. I've just felt extremely lifeless due to many factors. I have friends, but not a best friend. I have girls who are interested in me, but not a girlfriend (with an abundance of reasons that really are not worth mentioning). I have college to look forward to, but the excitement has ( Read more... )

How many relationships do we blog about? How many friends do we blog about? How many times do we mention what we bought, or who we saw? We don't mention our feelings aside from "I'm sad" or "I'm happy" because if we were ever to show a complex thought, we'd be misunderstood, or maybe have our blogs overlooked. I'm guilty of these apathetic posts as ( Read more... )

Sometimes you have to try to show someone you still care about them, even if you know they won't realize what you're doing, or care if they did. Sucks horribly at times though ( Read more... )

Ah, so after two days of training, I am already pretty confident in my projection skills. It's really not so bad, it's just very precise and you have to thread the projectors a lot to get used to the feel of it. The first movie I started was Borat though, so I must remember that forever and always. My new managers are some great guys, very quirky, ( Read more... )

This Thanksgiving blew balls. Big turkey balls. Last Thanksgiving in this piece of shit place though! Yessss ( Read more... )

I really don't see why our brain has to invent certain dreams. It's like the bastard wants to hurt us at times. Well, don't try it again buddy, or else ( Read more... )

So yep, 18 now. Whoo ( Read more... )