is what i feel whenever i try to sit myself down in front of the computer to write anything. there's this history of nothingness that keeps telling me to stop trying; a wall in between myself and the keyboard; my head filled with soap suds, my hands constantly feeling around in it, reaching in for something, always ending up with the same thing ( Read more... )

egad. where did egad come from? egad. egad ( Read more... )

i wish being out of the rut is as easy as wishing to be out of it.

merry christmas!

i went in knowing what to say, and upon seeing you everything just dissipated.

i wish there was a way for me to get you to stay

my ged.
so i'm flirting with danger right now. and i'm in the crossroads of malcolm-dom. do i dare venture into the unknown? will i get out in one piece, alive? or do i take the easier path? is chickening out the way to go? will the end really justify the means?

1. i'm on my first semestral break as a law student. the first semester was interesting. (aside from the run-ins with a couple of people and me causing a professor to walk out, yeah i can say it was interesting). i can now understand what the hell they talk about in the papers about the charter change and shit. i met a couple of lovely people this ( Read more... )

what is this, this pathetic excuse of a life ( Read more... )

ged i missed this life of free broadband internet access ( Read more... )

i want to gouge my eyes out. to see how big chinky eyes are ( Read more... )