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umm...out of town on friday...i got black-on-black converses...ummm and there's nothing much else that i've done but write depressing poems and think of stuff...blahblahblah...and i mis andrew...and i'm really pisssed that i can't go to MCR on sunday..

aug 1 was my bday lol..i got a baby rat and i still duno what to name it--romance, revenge, venom, or rupert. lol i'm so gay..but we got 2 more a little blue one and a white-and-cream colored one, and thier hair is shaggy a little b/c it's wavy kinda...they're so cute! aaw! but yea i got a ramones shirt and an at the drive-in shirt..and too bad i'm ( Read more... )

ahhh! i'm at brittany's...today was her bday partay and it was awesome lol much funn! chelsea and ashley were there and twas funnnn!!! and i got a ramones shirt...and yea...i'm gonna go now

( this thingy is a long survey )

i'm updating again (3rd time today...) i'm so bored..and my parents are working tonight so i couldn't see 'the boys' (andrew, aaron, and tim lol) at the pool today, but brittany and ashley came over! yay! and we hung out for a little, and we walked up to the gates of the pool and saw the boys, and andrew saw me standing there and watched me for ( Read more... )

i want to be onstage with a microphone in hand and jumping around like a maniac and screaming my lungs out-the songs i wrote. i want to meet gerard way. i want to rock out super fucking hard. i want to go crazy at a concert. i want to get up and jump and scream and crowdsurf. i want to hear the crowd screaming to the songs that the band is rocking ( Read more... )

so do you remember the 3 hot guys i talked about? yea well, turns out they're brothers. tim, the hot "mature" one-he's 15, andrew and aaron, the two that were "less mature"-they're twins!!! and they're 13...but they're twins!! oh yes. but ne ways, they showed up at the pool the other day with thier mom and 2 girls, who i took to be girlfriends, but ( Read more... )

i've been thinking...
the mars volta makes me giddy, as does gerard and his fellow band, my chemical romance (if ya didn't know. lol)
i wrote this poem last night after waking at 3 am. i am quite surprised with myself...it would make a good song if more was added to it.
( (i dreamt of a black room with black lace curtains made of  my tears, and ( Read more... )

( i did a 10 questions thingy--read it! )