SO I am not in Brooklyn living like a po' fool. It is cool being able to come home and know that 4 people will soon be on top of me, it's reassuring. We only get like 7 channels, but Kill Bill and Gia are filling the void. Anyways just updating to let you know that I am not dead or anything...just stalking hot girls that look like they MIGHT be ( Read more... )

EYE DROPS ARE THE DEVIL. When I was a baby my mom was all strung out and my dad was at work...so left unwatched I managed to crawl under my playpen and get crushed by the bar. I was under there for about 5 min when my mom found me and pulled me out...unfortunately the entire side of my face got crushed and paralyzed. SO there in started the ( Read more... )

I have actually had an OK day. Robyn and I started talking and there was no weirdness, it was like nothing had happened, well I mean that isn't saying that she still isn't hurt and that I am not left feeling like an ass, but still we just have amazingly amazing conversations. Unfortunately the living arrangement is still not settled, which makes ( Read more... )

I just dont know at this point. I didn't want to leave for Brooklyn with her mad at me but I guess I don't really have a choice. I was so so so sick last night, I think I threw up for about 14 hours and in a way I think it is a good thing. I deserved it, I completely made the one person that I love most despise me. There is an internet thing in ( Read more... )

Everything in my life is just ending. Robyn won't live with us next year so now someone else will take her spot and I cant live with that. I dont even know if I am going back to school if things dont work out with her. I have never felt this sad in my entire life. I am beyond suicidal I am just dead already. She hates me and has cut me out of ( Read more... )

I fucked up worse than I ever have, my whole life is over. She is everything to me, I have nothing without her. I snapped, lost it completely, I cemented our fate. If you read this I am fucking dying inside without you, I fucked up so fucking bad baby and I know that. Nothing will ever make up what I did to you, I dont deserve you now and I ( Read more... )

My tanning obsession finally caught up with me. Vegas sun is much stronger than NY sun AND since I have been tanning outside in my pool everyday for like 4 hours a day...FOR 3 WEEKS...yea I am stupid. Anyways today I came in and my face was so burnt, it hurts SO bad, so now I am probably going to have to sit around in my house like a loser ( Read more... )

I finally got glasses so now I can see people..however I hate them. I would show ya'll them but the USB is still gone. I need to just buy a new camera. Anyways they are black and small and emoesque which is funny because I am the furthest thing from emo *writes in journal about crying and feeing*. I dont know with the growing my hair out and ( Read more... )

At 2:37 I had the absolute best nectarine I have ever had in my life...I wanted you all to know how amazingly happy it made me. It was kind of like sex in a fruit, it made my week :-D

UH I was losing weight and THEN I gained some back...I think. I just ate a lot and I want to die :( HELL yea to male perpetuated images of beauty. Anyways I was in Brooklyn looking at my apartment a little while back and I took this picture of me and Justin which I kinda liked...so here it is.


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