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Everything in my life is just ending. Robyn won't live with us next year so now someone else will take her spot and I cant live with that. I dont even know if I am going back to school if things dont work out with her. I have never felt this sad in my entire life. I am beyond suicidal I am just dead already. She hates me and has cut me out of her life completely. I am nothing without her, I lost her for good. Telling Lauren Becca and Sara that I am out shouldn't be that hard since I prohbably wont be there to deal with them hating me. Kathy asked me if I was ok and I just freaked out and started crying. She seems to think Robyn will forgive me but she won't and I know that, it doesn't matter what anyone says she wants me dead, she doesn't give a shit what happens to me. I stupidly thought I could be friends with her but seeing her moving on killed me and this is absolutely destroying me. I dont know how much I will be posting after this, I just dont think I can go on with her like this. For now...bye guys