Comments | not_enough_love: BrOkEn InTo PeIcEs

not_enough_love

BrOkEn InTo PeIcEs

May 07, 2004 14:27

you know how everyone says your family is supposed to be the ones there, who care about you most don't fuck you over, you can depend on them for anything, and trust them with your life etc. well its pretty fucked up when you can't trust noone, and you go to you friends and try to trust them but they end up being the same as everyone else, you can't ( Read more... )

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My 2 Cents..... linds22781 May 7 2004, 16:06:35 UTC

You know what lemmie tell ya something... I first hand know for a fact that your Mom and Dad love you. Take a step out of your body and look at the situation. I am a parent and I understand why they do what they do. If it dosent seem like you care then they will not let you know they care. You need to show them that you care. TRUST ME!! I felt the same way when I was your age, and NO NONE OF THE PEOPLE YOU ARE FRIENDS WITH RIGHT NOW WILL BE YOUR FRIENDS UNTILL YOU DIE. THEY ARE YOUR FRIENDS NOW. AND THAT IS IT. I KNOW. That sucks I know but it is the truth. Look at the people you are friends at with too.. are they really people that you would want to be friends with 20 years from now? Where do you see theyre lives going? Be smart Justine, I know you have a brain.. use it.. be smarter than everyone else and dont forget that if it comes down to you having noone the only person you have is you. AND THAT IS WHY THE DESISIONS YOU MAKE NOW ARE IMPORTANT. GET YOUR EDUCATION SO YOU DONT HAVE TO RELEY ON ANYONE ELSE. BE A STRONG WOMAN, NOT ONE ( ... )

Re: My 2 Cents..... gothcat1969 May 7 2004, 18:28:04 UTC

I had a lot of the same problems with my family a while back. I've also had many problems with backstabber friends. I DON"T backstab friends. I wish I could be there for you. **BIG HUGS**from Austin.

Re: My 2 Cents..... not_enough_love May 7 2004, 20:04:16 UTC

no i dont have friends NONE...none at all im a fuckin loser, and my parents do not love me, greg is better than me when he fucks up all the time, and they still buy him shit i have to do everything on my own, and when it comes to anything like if i asked to have some money they always expect it back and when greg asks for it he never has to pay him back, im so fucking sick of this shit, someone should kill me now...and you dont understand noone can noone ever will noone has no fucking idea how i feel about anything at alll not them not noone because if i tell them they will alll just fuck me over,

Re: My 2 Cents..... linds22781 May 8 2004, 05:17:38 UTC

Hey Im sure I could tell you some stories about Kurt and Billy that I am sure you can relate too... I am actually dealing with some shit right now that they are backing Billy up on, so I completely understand. Call me if you want to talk. I will be your friend. Dont give up hope.

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frevernafter May 7 2004, 21:00:07 UTC

I know my opinion probably doesn't matter but I can relate to you somewhat, my parents are extreme control freaks, I can never go out, I'm at home 24/7, I have to lie that I'm at school from 8-5, when really it's like 8-11. I'm failing all my classes, and always have. I have approximately 2 close friends, one who I officially just fucked over and another one that I see like once a month. I'm a loner, never talk to anyone, afraid of commitment and anything to do with that, I trust no one and I seriously mean no one, so I'm basically going to be single for...I dunno, forever most likely. The people I like never like me back, and those that like me, I don't like, I keep making the same mistakes over and over and over again, seems I never learn, and all in all, I hurt people unintentionally, so it makes it 10 times worst than someone who will do it with intentions, cause at least they have a choice, I just somehow hurt others and don't realize it until they start crying, meaning in all I'm a very fucked up person, sigh, so don't worry ur ( ... )

not_enough_love May 11 2004, 23:10:32 UTC

hmmm i dunno what 2 say..????speachless