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[not_enough_love]

you know how everyone says your family is supposed to be the ones there, who care about you most don't fuck you over, you can depend on them for anything, and trust them with your life etc. well its pretty fucked up when you can't trust noone, and you go to you friends and try to trust them but they end up being the same as everyone else, you can't

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[frevernafter]

I know my opinion probably doesn't matter but I can relate to you somewhat, my parents are extreme control freaks, I can never go out, I'm at home 24/7, I have to lie that I'm at school from 8-5, when really it's like 8-11. I'm failing all my classes, and always have. I have approximately 2 close friends, one who I officially just fucked over and another one that I see like once a month. I'm a loner, never talk to anyone, afraid of commitment and anything to do with that, I trust no one and I seriously mean no one, so I'm basically going to be single for...I dunno, forever most likely. The people I like never like me back, and those that like me, I don't like, I keep making the same mistakes over and over and over again, seems I never learn, and all in all, I hurt people unintentionally, so it makes it 10 times worst than someone who will do it with intentions, cause at least they have a choice, I just somehow hurt others and don't realize it until they start crying, meaning in all I'm a very fucked up person, sigh, so don't worry ur not the only person who feels that way.