i know it's been forever!!! but just thought i would update a bit... so, i'm still at the anmial hospital... but i have an interview at a place on friday... it's more towards computers... and a friend of a friend who works there says i've already gotten the job... which really makes me nervous... b/c there are A LOT of ppl leaving here ( Read more... )

i'm so happy... i didn't realize how much stress i was really in until i moved out... it's crazy! my dog doesn't have to stay locked up in my room all day... i can put what i want on the walls... i'll have to upload my pictures so i can show you... it's kinda scarey knowing how much i'm going to have to pay... b/c it's a lot! but i really ( Read more... )

so, last night he called... he said nope... just what i thought he would say... the really sucky thing is... j works tomorrow and i have to come into work... argh! well, i don't have to stay here... but i have to get my pumpkin stensils (sp) copied so i can carve my pumpkins tomorrow... but of course i'm the type to not let anyone know how i ( Read more... )

ok, so richard hasn't asked him... well, he hadn't at 9pm... j left early so he could get some work done... richard said he would call him... so, i told him i expect to hear from him by midnight no matter what the answer is... although, if he laughs histarically then to NOT tell me that, just that it was no... >.< i hate not knowing ( Read more... )

ok, so j is here today... and he's been following me and REALLY being all flirty... it's really weird... but i don't know if it's just me reading into it more then it is ya know? but he doesn't ever remember anyone's name, but he knows mine... b/c he keeps telling me that his fist has my name written all over it... *rolls eyes* whatever! ( Read more... )

i ended up having to come in yesterday b/c i left ALL my food ordering stuff at work... when he saw me he was like, 'uh-oh' and when i said what he said, 'hey, what's up' he talked to me about stupid shit when i was there and i helped him w/an invoice... and he left when i was leaving and i think he may have held off walking out the door for me ( Read more... )

so, this guy... well, he did work until 9pm the other night and actually helped me a lot... he left w/richard @ 9pm... then he called richard friday night and stopped by... came w/us to the pub down the street... i finally talked to richard and he's going to see what he can do... the guy played darts w/3 other ppl while richard and i sat ( Read more... )

omg! this really sucks... the guy i have a 'crush' on is working today... and that means i can't talk to richard about it... b/c he's HERE... and i've been all nervous and sick to my stomach all day b/c of it... ugh... i don't know how long he's working until... but i bet it's 9pm which is when richard gets off... *sigh* oh, well, i'm ( Read more... )

omg! i can't belive my journals acutally working the way it's supposed to!! i can see my picture and i can see all of my background... ahh, elijah wood... he's so hot... o.O

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