Comments | nostrils: (без темы)

nostrils

(Untitled)

Sep 14, 2009 09:13

i feel bad that i ruined so many people. and i don't know how i am JUST NOW seeing and realizing it. i've really fucked up a lot of human beings. IN THE HEAD! i can't believe it. i can't believe myself. i never really meant to, it just sort of happened. but, there has been quite a few. male and female. but i think now, about them and how they are ( Read more... )

Comments 12

eliot44 September 15 2009, 20:55:13 UTC

I'm still around..if only for the fact that I have no means to go anywhere else.

Alyssia went to Chicago eh? I talked to her a couple of times throughout the years, but I pretty much accepted that I was never going to see her again years ago.

Maybe I will see you around sometime Lin Lin.

nostrils September 16 2009, 01:42:40 UTC

Oh man, I thought you hated me, Eliot!!!

But I guess that's lack of communication on both our parts, eh? And for the fact we live pretty far away from each other, I guess. You still friends with Dustin and all them hooligans?

Yeah, Alyssia actually just moved about a month ago. She was in Tarpon for awhile, but her and her mom decided to move to Chicago for Pop Pop's sake. I miss her, but eh, we weren't as close as we were when she moved but all is alright.

I do miss you, though. And I am serious about a possible reunion!! It has been way too long.

atomicwhisper September 15 2009, 22:39:14 UTC

First of all, I'm really glad you're sober now. I hope you keep it up! But just because alcohol is legal, doesn't mean it's better. In terms of getting arrested it is. But sometimes it can be just as bad as other vices.

Second, I would totally read your book! Magnet to madness is an awesome name.

nostrils September 16 2009, 01:40:46 UTC

I totally agree. I mean, I really wouldn't say I'm "an alcholic," but I can see where it gets out hand sometime. I just uh, don't know when to stop, I guess. But I don't want to end up like everyone else. I don't want a DUI. I don't want to put everyone I care about through that, again.

Really? Oh man. That means so much to me, Leah. You have no idea.

atomicwhisper September 16 2009, 03:04:48 UTC

Better yet! If I knew you got it published I would tell everyone I knew to read it :)

nostrils September 16 2009, 13:22:44 UTC

Awwwwwwww, thank you! That means so so so so much to me. I'm really contemplating on whether to start it now, at least a rough draft.

anonymous September 17 2009, 02:55:17 UTC

i should have commented when i read it and would'ah been the first :)

yeah. i am dead and gone. not forever though. and that night i though you would come over but no dice. and it's okay. i love you still and it was hell to pay to get out of there i'll tell you what. my mom is supposed to come down in two weeks to get some stuff, maybe i'll be able to come.

i'm sorry we've missed so much. that is a simple but loaded sentence. you will always hold a special place in my heart, in my life. you are family to me, to everyone, dom and i were talking about it yesterday.

i know that no matter how many miles apart we are, and even if we aren't talking on a daily or even weekly basis, our friendship still remains the same. i can't listen to cat without thinking about you.

i don't know it's weird, but i love you just the same. ps, i still owe you a drank, outside my house, hah! maybe i can steal you for my bday and u come here, who knows. xo

oh, circus bear nostrils September 17 2009, 15:00:25 UTC

it always FWEAKS me out when you comment!! i never expect you to read any of my nonsense. and it's always such weird timing, because i barelyyyy everrr use this shit to write, and whaddyaknow? you're lurking around livejournal and there is a crazy entry from lindsey roo roo. who woulda thunk ( ... )

anonymous September 17 2009, 02:56:04 UTC

by the way, that's me haha, alyssia as if u didn't know

anonymous September 23 2009, 01:20:24 UTC

I swore I would never say a word to you again. I swore that I would cut off all ties to you, never even associate with anyone who called you a friend. But despite all my efforts, you're still there. You're still right down the street from me, and I still think about you. The simple fact that I'm reading this post proves that a small part of me still wants to know how you're doing, still cares about your well-being. So, now that you realize the effect you've had on people's lives, the effect you've had on my life... It's time for honesty, pure and simple. Here it is ( ... )