I'm stuck in self-pity mode.

[normagoodbye]

I came really close to passing out earlier. It was really scary. My heart started racing, I was sweating, shaking, my vision went blurry, my ears were ringing and my hearing went all fucked...I grabbed a wet wash cloth, a trash can, turned on my fan in my bedroom and layed down. It's probably just from not eating much. I have went straight into a

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[girlcraza]

So how is Caitlin? Is Germany treating her well? I remember when you told me you might be going with her. I was so freckin' sad!!

[normagoodbye]

she mentioned for my 21st birthday buying me a ticket to go back with her for a month or two. we shall see. she's wonderful though. we'll probably go out tomorrow night to rumors for kareoke. i'm so excited to see her. miss you, by the way. <3