bored. my cats are at the vet, they got declawed today. so im lonely lol. chris works evenings. i marry him in a month ( Read more... )

i write really dumb stuff here. ha. and im only writing now cause i dont want to do my history exam. but FINE i guess i'll go do it, JEEZ!

is a cool band. im jealous of their creativity ( Read more... )

decisions ( Read more... )

in school right now, psd. we have a sub today. i have a big test next period that i'll study for here in a little bit. for the past week ive been reading the same two pages of notes over and over again. its been such a butt to try and make up this test. with my luck mr. peterson won't be here or something else will go wrong and i cant take it today ( Read more... )

Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in ( Read more... )

u know what really sucks?
lonliness.
i dont even know if i spelled that right
i know its just gonna get worse when school starts
i dont want to be annoying
i dont want to be in the way
i dont want to come off desparate
i just want someone to notice me
to care about my feelings

crying
alone and hopelessly
waiting
for life
for love
for anything
the day to end
the next to begin
time floats by
on my stream of tears
inches along under my skin
painfully
just let me sleep
let my brain shut down
so time can roll by

my stress list:

fair queen tryouts/interview/whatever
booth/float
pond project
cooking project
animals

summer homework
disasterous room
finding a job/money
annoying parents (who doesn't have them?)
college.
keeping friends

time

wanting someone to see my tears ( Read more... )