noneedforchange no more. missawesome<~~~find me there.

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on cloud nine about to come crashing down...

i kno you still read my journal, so i kno you will read this, whether you acknowledge it or not. yes, i changed my passwords to everything, and the fact that you kno that shows that you obviously tried to log into my account, which you have no reason to do any longer, and no, i don't want you in my stuff, i make private entries sometimes and other ( Read more... )

STEPHY BABY, I LOVE YOU!!!

and every day i wake up to the same incessant beeping and walk the same lines to the same places. i see the same faces with whom i generally don't interact. sometimes i go out; sometimes i don't. but every night, regardless, i return to the same empty room and harbor the same gnawing loneliness. i can't even sleep anymore. i physically can't no ( Read more... )

i'm tired of fighting personal battles. i'm ready for normal.

i have the itch again. it always starts in the back of my mind, barely noticeable, and slowly works its way all throughout my head, and down my body, and into my fingers and toes, until everything's tingly and it's all i'm really thinking about. and it's not a good itch. however, i don't kno how to make it go away. i want to fly. i'd hurl myself ( Read more... )

merci james pour mes icons nouveau. tu es mon favorite...

so i kinda think it's weird how the people i talk to most now from home and the people i'm getting close to are ones that i never really talked to as much as everyone else in high school. i mean, they're people i had casual conversations with, and maybe hung our with once or twice, but people i never really thought i'd get close to. but they've ( Read more... )